89... Ndithe Ndivuka the following day, babe abantwana kudala bevukile, bezidlalela phantsi. Basweet ke bona xa bethanda. Me: Awu nana, ndibhekisa kuOnga , sekudala nihleli na? Onga: ewe mama, ndithe oQhama mabangakuvusi , Momy are we on holiday? Eish u-Onga xa Ebona I hotel , uboni holiday qha. Me: ewe nana, but its a short one, andithi the schools are still open, so Monday its back to school Onga: I was asking my mind nam Momy, ukuthi why iyiholday without writing i-test first? He he andayihleka ke le ye asking my mind. Onga: where is dad ? why did we leave him at home ? I was expecting that question, kaloku besingababonisi xa Sixabana no Lunga . Me:your dad is busy at work nana vha, dont worry uzombona ngomso. What should we do today my nanas? Kwaphendula idrama queen uEmihle, Esithi Ufuna igames, baphikisana, until savumelana Nge Gold reef city. We washed, ate iBreakfast, then I went to the bank to withdraw Imali. ndawidrawer a lot of cash. Yoo I even forgot ukuba Ndinee phone, they were still off. I Came back to the hotel , ndabhatala. UOnga ucele ukuswimmer before siye eGold reef, ndabavumela ngezo under wear zabo. I sat emthunzini ndibabukele. Ndikhumbuele iPhone yam, xa ndibona another Guy idlula phambi Kwam ithethe efowunini. Yhoo uLunga Khange alale morc, it was voice mail, plus SMSes the whole night. Engasacengi maan, exolisa into engapheliyo. The last one was about 15 minutes ago, esithi Uyayazi Im around, ucela ndigoduke sithethe. I knew ubone iWithdrawal. He he he akandazi uLunga, akakaboni niks yhazi, ndazihlekela. Ooh mama eSoweto, she was pleading with me to just open the phone Ke so that azi Ba ndiryt. I sent her an SMS, ndamxelela Ba ndiryt angabinoworry. Umama yena ebendingxolela. Endibuza Ba why ndigezela uLunga. Anyway I was not supprised to umama uLunga will always be a saint. Sazwonwabela nabantwana bam iweekend Yonke. iPhone Yona ibihlala ivaliwe njalo. Sunday , I decided to visit iGrace Bible Church ePimville. After church,I phoned uAnti osincedisayo, ndimbuza Ba uLunga ukhona na endlini Wathi ewe, uzivalele eroomini. Besele nditsheke out ehotel. I asked her to phone me immediately xa ephuma. Ukulinda kwa lophone ibingathi kukuza kukaNxele. Past five, uAnti phoned esithi uyaphuma uLunga, I quickly drove home. Nyani Ndafika engekho uLunga. Ndafaka Impahla yethu ebesihambe nayo kwi- washing basket and packed I-suitcase this time for myself only.I kissed abantwana bam ndabashiya, Intliziyo yam ibiligazi, especially xa uQhama endileqa Yangathi uyava ba kubi,ndaphuma ngokungxama, bendingafuni uLunga andifumane ndisesendlini. I drove to the airport, I knew uLunga was confident ukuthi ndizobuya, Sunday for abantwana isikolo and for umsebenzi,ebetsho phantsi tana apha kum. I needed more fresh air this time, on my own. Hardly 5 minutes ndiphumile, he phoned, I gues ebesese ndlini. Me: Ooch that was close. Hayi ke ngoku ebeligeza Eli lasebhofolo, ephambene ethe ruuu. Andithi ndishiye nabantwana this time. So Bendi free to do whatever I want in his mind. I did not answer his calls. I Continued with my journey, I took a plain to Cape Town,it was a holiday for 1. I did not submit any leave emsebenzini, I did not want him to have any indication ukuthi ndizohamba Ixesha elingaka nani and I wanted him to be just in the dark. Ndifike eCT international, sekumnyama, I did not hire any car, did jot want to leave any tracks rather took icab to iSouthern sun ewaterfont, ndazipholela ndatyi Mali yam qha. I had a lot on my mind, I was feeling empty and lost without my family, Ndifike eroomini yam ndaziphosa ebhedini Ndabiwa bubuthongo ndalala. Ndivuke ngengomso, my phone was ringing , I ngumama eBhayi Me: molo Zizi. Mama: why Okuhle mntanam ? Izinto azilungiswa Kanje Me: I know mama, I need a break Mama: akusabalekeli nakokweni ke my baby, uThi umyeni wakho makacinge ntoni xa ungalali endlini? Hayi maan , it was hurting me lento yokuxabana Kwam no Lunga Kodwa. ngu mntuwam kaloku, worc ngoku uhlupha noomama, but hey nam bendidikiwe ukuthathwa for granted. I had to regain my self worth. Me: mama wathi Kum ,mhla nditshata I must know that andisena room apho. Mama: no matter how upset you are ke Cirhakazi, just think back how umyeni wakho ebekunyamezele the Time ububusy nala Noposi. UCingba wena uLunga angathandana phandle ekuthanda kangaka ? I cried and dropped the phone, I opened my laptop, took my 3 G card ndasebenza. Midday my phone rang ,it was an unknown number, I had to answer it, it was xesha lomsebenzi I still had to maintain my professionalism Mnxim, it was Lunga... Lunga:please dont drop the phone mfazi wam Me: ndingakuceda ngantoni Lunga? Lunga: baby abantwana bayakukhalela endlini, he knew they are my weakest point Me: So? Abalahlekanga nje, bahleli notata wabo nje? Ndaziqinisa ndatsho. Lunga: Molokazana ka Qwathi , please nana I know I was childish Sthandwa Sam , ndicela ubuye Luv ndiyaphela Me: sekubhetele wena uphelayo mna kudala ndaphela, the time ubumanundishiya kulandlu undixelela Ba awufunu banam, Lunga ndiyeke maan , Hamba uye kwababantu ubufunu banabo, Im giving you space, to do as you please.. Mna ndigqibile ngawe I am gone for good. Lunga:ngekhe Okuhle, soze mntwam, i am nothing without you, you know morc nawe soze ndikudyolele morc, all this time I was busy working on that proposal:--- I stopped him.. Me: I dont Want to know ukuthi ubusenzani , nabani, I am not interested, go finish up whatever you were busy doing. Dont phone me again , I dont need selfish people like you in my life, Ndayibeka phantsi iPhone, he tried phoning again andayi phendula. Late in the evening kwafowuna umam eSoweto , I heard uQhama in the background , probably uLunga upha. And was sure Ba ndifakwe espeaken. Mama: baby gal, haybo Nontombi, waxabana noLunga, waxabana nathi sonke ,kunini ndifowuna Me: uXolo mama bendibambekile. Mama: hayi mntanam ayibhandlanga le niyifightelayo kaloku,nidlule kwinto ezinkulu gqithi, anizokohlulwa yinto engabhadlanga apha Me:seyisahlule mama , i tried to reason with uLunga. I am not coming back apho eGoli, I am now starting my New life without ULunga,andifuni niks kuye , just want abantwana bam qha, sohlangana ecourt for abantwana. andifuni nalo maintenance yakhe, Akho mtshato morc xa kungekho Xolelwano and respect Lunga: uyaphambana Okuhle andizokuyivumela lento uyithethayo, ungumfazi wam,Ndiyakuthanda and uyandithanda nawe. Ha ha khange akwazi ukuzibamba tu uLunga...Mama laughed , she knew ukuthi bendisazi uLunga umamele Me: uyabona mama usandithuka , ndihleli lontlalo ke mna, yokuthukwa imihla Yonke Mama: Khawume kaloku baby gal, ndicela uze apha ke baby for me. Me: Andizokwazi mama, Im out of town Nyani Lunga: Yhoo Okuhle unzulu morc. mna Bendi shaywa ngumoya ndisebenza ,Ive got proof yalonto, but bendibuya ndilale ndlini, wena u are taking a step further akulali ndlini Uhamba nabani Okuhle? Me: he e Une amnesia Nhe, why do you care ? khange undibhalele ncwadi kaloku, you told me ezinkonqeni ukuthi akufuni ukuba nam nje? Me: bye bye mama ndilindiwe apha well talk some other time Waske wayihleka umama into . Anyway Besele ndikhumbule ndlini yam, abantwana bam nomyeni wam , but eKapa bendizimisisele ukuhlala Iveki Yonke. Its part of husband training, in the marriageville, How I want to be treated as a woman and the importance of forgiveness . Bendimzwela Kodwa umyeni wam, I knew he was not cheating, he was getting me worked up, why andiyazi. so it was pay back time. Ukuthanda umntu Kodwa nci nci nci Monday and Tuesday I stayed in doors, uLunga ebengakhathali niks kukufowuna, he even lied about umama eSoweto not being well.I knew uyaphosisa I was in contact no Anti checking on my kids. Bebe right ,ndithetha Nabo efowunini everyday. Around 4 Wednesday afternoon, I decided to paint i-Cape Town red that evening, i was tired kukuhlala ehotel. Eyokufowunela uBhut Xhanti was the last thing on my mind. bazimpintshi ezinkulu zika Lunga, so bendisazi sendigwetyiwe kubo anyway without any trial. I phoned an old friend of mine, a male, UZolani bendikunye naye eWits, I offered to take him out with his family for dinner, wifey apologized esithi udiniwe, but she gave me permission to go out with uZolani. Talking about abantu abasecured, I loved it. We arrived a Restaurant no Zolani, around 5, ordered drinks first,then our meals. I went to the ladies.Left my phone and bag with him. Apparently Lunga phoned, hayi uyaphapha uZolani, he answered my phone. Njani kaloku? I did not give him permission. Khange ndimxelele ukuthi Im fighting with uLunga, yena Shem ngababantu Aba care free, taking things lightly. ULunga did not say much efowunini, umbulise nje, akambuza ba ngubani, he left a message ukuthi ndimfowunele back. Hayi hai bendingafunukumosha like this ke ngoku, it was not funny any more. Yhuu umtshato wam waphela, Ooh uQwathi wam ngekhe..
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 03:50:41 +0000
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