A New Day For the last few months my world has been turned upside down by someone. Have not been in my right state of mind b/c I was literally swept off my feet. Considering I never let anyone new in my world, I have no idea how she got in. How she broke down my walls & made me trust again. But I did. I allowed her into my dark world where the light from her soul shined so bright that it helped me find my way out of the darkness. A beautiful soul that I will never forget. Around two months in I realized there was someone else in her life. If I had known this when we first started talking I would have never taken things as far as they went. When we began talking, her profile read single. She told me she was single. Technically she wasnt. Her heart belongs to another who she has extensive amount of history with. Something I do respect. Something I have told her many times. If she wants to try and make things work with this other, I will not interfere, b/c that is just not who I am. The memories I created with this person I will never forget. I do not care if I smoked the entire states of Colorado & California weed supply, I still will remember. Many things were said that I took to the heart from her. I also told her many things that came from the bottom of my heart. Our bond was special. Our relationship was real & it gave me life again. I was having feelings for this person that I have never experienced with another. I used to think I knew what love was & now I see how wrong I was. I dont think these feelings will ever fade. I though understand that I have to deal with those feelings. I have to understand her situation & hope she is happy with her decision. I will always love this person. Nothing hurts more than not being able to speak with someone I want to talk too. For me, life & love goes on. Time to invest in myself & keep it in the music. I hope one day I meet someone as great as she was that sweeps me off my feet again. Nothing like love. And its worth the heartache.
Posted on: Tue, 10 Jun 2014 14:15:23 +0000
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