A chapter from her diary! She says, Do u remember me? So many times I travel the memory lane, sometimes with laughter, so often with pain, thinking did time really pass so quickly? Often I think, do u too remember me as much as I do, do u too increase the volume when the FM sings a song we had once sang or danced on? Do u too stare through our pictures & travel there with eyes closed? Do u too get into your phone list but hesitate just before calling my number? Do u too remember my face while eating my favorite food? Does it sometimes not make u smile at the pranks I played? Today, does it not feel weird to walk across each other as strangers, to proclaim to the world “I am strong”, but knowing u r one of my biggest strengths. What should be bigger than the happy times, is it not that we could have fought & yet got back, knowing it’s not worth losing each other. Today, stupidly I wonder why shedding a tear, sitting in the window, is easier than calling u & saying sorry. Why does the question “But y should I say sorry” always win? U knew me the best; much before I could start thinking, u concluded my thoughts. Yet, today y my mind keeps playing these unknown games? During our best times too, u gave me pain, but that was the stomach ache caused by bursting into laughter. The best part is the best times are again ahead; because today sitting with courage wanting to say, hey dear bb it’s not whether u miss me or not, I do. It’s not whether u replay our happy times or not, I do. So, I want to be the first one to say, I need u; when we first shook hands it did not matter who raised the hand first, then y should it today? It never mattered who called the other frequently as long as the conversations were beautiful & unforgettable, then y should it today? Let’s not infect such a beautiful relationship with pain because I know u still have the thirst of being with me as much as I do. Let me not lose any more days of not having u, let the love inside not be crushed but be blossomed & flowered by expressing it. I am ready to change everything. Let us sit & talk about the so-called major fight, let us blame each other & even run behind to hit, but let’s meet, let’s speak our heart out & let’s understand. U will now say that that I have moved out of it & got into my own world. But honestly tell me can the space in the heart be replaced! Hey, I am not saying come back, I am just telling I am coming & even if u don’t open your arms to welcome me, I’ll hug u from behind & when your lips curl a bit (as u always do – which makes me crazy) & u turn to hug me hard, looking straight into your eyes for once I would say , when I met u first I never thought, one day u will be so important to me. Loving u is all I wanna do I shed tears and said nothing
Posted on: Sun, 01 Dec 2013 22:04:43 +0000
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