AND! I still only wish the best for him. I want him to grow into the better human being that he can be. I wish only for him to reach the stars. His family and I only want him to achieve in life. I hold much resentment towards his but as a person I dont have a clean past either. We can be defined by our past but only by our current and future actions. To all those people out there that get told to kill yourself or if you are contemplating it, dont let people get you down. They only say that because they feel like their lives would be better with you out of the way. Thats yet another reason to stick around! To show them you arent going anywhere and that they cant get you down. Have Strength and do not relent. Life can be worth the struggle. This is all just drama that i wanted to share to show you my experience. Of course the conversation continued from there but Im deleting it and putting it behind me. He calls me the perfect son. Im not perfect, nor will I ever be perfect. I just try to do good by others and I definitely dont work hard at being the bad son. If you dont want people to think youre bad by the mistakes you make, and the choices you make then its probably best that you either quit or hide it. This just goes to prove that no matter how good you are to someone, the harder they work at being bad to you. But that wont put out my light. I have many little nieces and nephews that I have to be a role model for. I may not be perfect or the best, but Ill be something good. It doesnt pay to be the fool, but Id rather be foolish than wicked. I just hope the games stop. When someone becomes too good at lying and manipulating, and you finally realize it then its time to shut them out. Heaven Greene Samantha MorrisonBrad Lee
Posted on: Sat, 09 Aug 2014 18:16:52 +0000
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