About 7 months ago, I remember TRYING to get close to God. One day, I got mad, and told him I didnt want to be a part of him and his plan. I was so angry. I dont how he could possibly expect me to have 100%faith and trust in him. I was only human. In the midst of my anger I fell asleep, and woke up with a heavy soul. And when I say a heavy soul. I mean it was a deep agonizing pain that lasted for a couple seconds untill I fully woke up. Looking back at it, trusting him now 100% like I never thought I could, Im really hoping thats not the pain he felt when I said all those mean things to him. Something tells me it was. This is why I try my best to be the best god loving person I can, because not only goes God take care of me and love me like OUT OF THIS WORLD CRAZY LOVE....but I have an obligation to take care of his feelings too. Never again will I hurt you. I love you.
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 05:42:20 +0000
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