About two years ago, I remember the first time I heard this Christian song. It was actually my first Christian song I sung to and be at that particular Christian church. It was a very interesting moment in my life. I cried a lot. But it doesnt stop there. I blamed that particular church for making me cry later, especially the pastor, because it was something I didnt know (or did I needed to know?) in my life. My first impression of church wasnt very good, but I kept on persisting myself to understand and go to church...and know why people give their lives to Jesus in such a deep way. I think most of you already know that I suffer from Depression. I have had suicidal thoughts and attempted and been in hospital for it for 6-8 times. I will never forget those times I was really humiliated, suffering, hurt and every negative word in the dictionary about myself. I dont read the bible much myself, but I know that there are some Christians who says having suicidal thoughts is bad, which I dont get in itself. Being a bad and good Christian, hmm. I can still have faith in God and Jesus without reading the bible and going to church I find. All that hurt of the past, well, is the past, and theres nothing much I can do about it. But I want to share this story with you all that there is hope and light in whatever youre going through and theres people who care for you, whether its your family and friends - or especially God, like I found...as I found peace and light in Him and find that prayers really work when I was really down or well, simply, when I was OK and prayed for other people anyway.
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 09:55:43 +0000
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