Admin confession/story-thing: My best friend once visited me, we were having a sleepover, and it happened to be in a time that was really hard for me. I was having several problems, my heart ached all the time and I tried too hard to not let anybody notice. I sort of went to far trying to hide it and when I was in bed, my best friend right next to me, I couldnt contain it anymore and started crying. It had simply been to much for me and my body just refused to keep those feelings bottled up inside me any longer, and soon all my mixed feelings of self-hatred, sadness and sorrow formed little shimmering tears, gently flowing down my face in small rivers and falling on my pillow. I cringed, twichting lightly, hoping that my best friend was already asleep... then I felt something on my shoulder. He turned me around, rested my head on his chest, softly rubbing my shoulder and head. I looked at him...he seemed like he was about to cry too, but he wasnt at all desperate. He was calm...calm and caring. The warmth of his chest....the slow and peaceful beating of his heart....I took me quite a while to calm down, his behaviour had intensified my mood and I had way too many thoughts running through my head to get a hold of them. In the end I eventually stopped crying and I felt a lot better. I know hell probably never read this, hes not on facebook, but I still wanted to share it. Hes one of a kind and Ill never forget what he did for me.//
Posted on: Tue, 16 Sep 2014 19:21:13 +0000
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