*After 6 months* I have moved on! he said abruptly and as he was about to cut the call she said People begin with hello when they lift the call. Yeah Im not like other normal humans according to you anyway! he said. Finally you accept... she said with a guffaw. Today also youll cry beg me to be back with you and everything else you do and I know we are not getting back together so dont you think it would be better if you just let me cut the call? he said in the deepest voice he could. Oh no! I didnt call you for all that. Im fine now. I miss you but its okay Ill get used to it. she said assuring him. Are you really fine? Yes! No lying this time. I have told you enough lies. Lets be friends. Not kind of good friends but normal ones. Forgetting all the old times and giving everything fresh beginning. she said. I dont have any problem with it though. You changed so much in last 6 months. he said in low voice. I must respect your decision. Didnt want to let you go. Anyway chuck it. Tell me how is life? she asked. First she continued then after 30 minutes he himself began initiating talk before finally keeping the phone. ------------------------------------------------------- Dear diary, It has been 6 months since I left her. I know I was too depressed for my actions but some how I didnt think that I loved her ever or may be I did. Our relationship didnt last for long too and because of the confusions in my head I couldnt risk breaking her heart. I know heartbreaks are fatal for us. Every time she cried on the phone my heart would break into a million pieces. I do care but, Im not sure about love. She is a lovely human who had accepted all the flaws in me but, I still loath myself. I cant pretend to love her. What if my heart actually topples and after promising her everything I end it all. I cant be so inhuman. But, do you know diary after these 6 months for the first time I felt something, something great may be... I was waiting for her call for the first time, I was waiting to hear her voice. I have been missing her a lot these days. Her childlike innocence, her crisp taunts and funny teasing. Oh! How much did I hurt her. That girl caged herself in a shell after I left her. But, even after all this I will never let her heart fall for me again. She is slowly and steadily moving on and Ill let her do that. I will not her hurt again. Though after these 6 months I do feel I did mean that I love you. Diary though this should remain secret between us and only us!
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 14:15:01 +0000
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