After a truly amazing reunion with Nathan Darling and my boys, and a beautiful introduction to DC, a mix of family and community, teaching while being a mom, this morning there was a mini melt down. As usual I scheduled too much in too short of a time frame. Everyone has been practicing finding and using their own voice, having room to decide how they want to spend their moments. I have transitioned from relying on Nate for so much. But today the things that had to be done, have to, the kids dont want to do anything, most of my compersion at Nate and the boys getting to reunion with his family, even though I wasnt invited, felt very harsh, I wanted to be included, or wanted more time with all of us in this new setting. I realize that getting to know ourselves AND then taking that newly integrated, liberated us and interacting vulnerably with the people closest in our lives, that is the true test. It becomes easy to be alone with ourselves, when we have made peace within, but then going back and interacting with another, there is change, movement, its dynamic AND the greatest testing grounds of how committed we are to meeting the world from our own center. I love you, my sweet family, I have my own day planned, and I look forward to hearing of your adventures, thank you for experimenting in this life with me, for taking all of me, and offering all of you..... that being said, A part of me wishes I was with you too
Posted on: Wed, 09 Jul 2014 16:06:09 +0000
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