After my mum died, I wallowed in self pity, self doubt and depression despite people thinking I was strong. I felt like I was drowning and I wanted to run away and leave everything, to give up my dreams and live a mediocre life because I felt there was no me without her. I kept wanting to fill the gap in anyway possible but I now understand it can never be filled and should never be. But I know the storm is over now. I know Im learning to crawl but I can feel that I am getting back to normal. I cannot afford a temporary situation to take a part of Gods plan. This is my temporary home. Im not here to live forever or to self destruct but to leave something that will have people praising the Glory of the God I serve. Bane there are times in this life when we feel broken like we are never going to heal, but yho, God is faithful. Pieces are still scattered but we are made whole in our times of weakness. Sometimes we need that hit of our life where everything falls apart so we can start afresh and come alive. Forget that voice in your head telling you this is it, you are done. Get up and say, my God is a GRAND MASTER, A GRAND PLANNER, this wouldnt be the way He throws me away. Even if you despise yourself and your actions, remember our God is a merciful God before he is a Just God. Be that prodigal child that comes home to be made whole. Okay I feel like Im preaching... Im done. May GOD PERFECT ALL OUR AFFAIRS. ♡ #Godinthedriversseat
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 06:21:11 +0000
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