After three consecutive nightmares last night, in which I heard a noise and got out of bed after trying to put the light on only for it not to work. I went into the passage and asked Lee to switch his light on, the house was pitch black,not even the security light was on, and we leave that on because it switches itself off. I had the sense that something nasty was in the house and Lees light wouldnt come on either. I was just about to panic in a major way, when Lee woke me up saying that I was making funny noises (not snoring). I lay there awake, with my heart thumping thinking, oh thank goodness, I am too tired to deal with the supernatural and thought I will just switch my light on and... it didnt come on. Really panicked this time I staggered out of bed and tripped over the bedclothes just as a shadow came to the door. I was trying to scream for Lee, but nothing came out. Then the cat jumped on the bed and purred in my face and woke me up for real. The light did come on and the comforting security light in the hallway, there so I dont trip over things in the dead of night going for a pee, was shining gently. So obviously there is something special about All Hallows Eve and no I didnt watch scary movies. However just shows you that even though I am in remission, how much this illness still lurks at the back of my mind because I had a perfectly rational and logical dream after that nightmare. I dreamt that I had gone for a blood test at the hospital and was sitting outside waiting for the results. The nurse came out and just said The leukaemia is back. and then went to the desk as though she hadnt given me world shattering news. I followed her and said But what happens now? I could honestly feel the fear deep inside. She shrugged and said I dont know, I suppose theyll give you more treatment. Talk to the doctor. and went back to reading her book. I ran around that hospital in an absolute daze, sweating with panic and fear and thinking this cant be happening, it just cant. I eventually found a doctor who looked at me and said but youve had a couple of good disease free years, what more do you expect? Then the alarm went off and I woke up. Now you tell me which one was the real nightmare.
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 10:28:27 +0000
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