After tonight...I have to share my thoughts. ***Long post with an update on ME. ~ We all go through struggles and we all deal with them VERY differently. Were merely humans after all, and accusations, or assumptions are always made about you by others; especially during trying times. What YOU have to remember most of all out of this trial of life is that it works in mysterious ways, and we have to focus on the truth in, and of it all... Ive been going through the most here lately (and receiving the least until here recently) to be honest with you. For a moment there I felt I had hit rock bottom, which scared the HELL out of me and alarmed my spirit. Battling issuses that are financial, physical, or within or about family matters due to outside sources is one thing. Taking on internal problems (emotional, mental, spiritual) are on a whole other level. It/They can really take ahold of you and shake you senseless to the point of insanity almost. When a cluster-$&@# of problems in variety starts to take place, YOURE BEING TESTED. Listen, learn, and live in a better aspect Thankfully though, within 30 days or so, I found something to grasp onto during all this which was Faith in itself, and enlightenment took over soon after that moment of realization. Ever since then motivation, and inspiration have flooded my life. Im extremely thankful. Change is good. And I accept it. However... MY absence from a lot of things I love and enjoy doing (performing, makeup, my social life, crafting, etc.) wasnt/isnt intentional and I apologize; Capricorns can be reclusive in times of need. Im a perfect example. Sadly, Ive been without a lot of things for a while now. The struggle is REAL. (Thank goodness for WIFI). • In conclusion, the point is we all go through obstacles for a reason and the lesson being learned right now is priceless and Im soppin it UP!!! Yes GAWD! :3 I miss everyone so much and appreciate the messages I get to read when I get the chance. You have no idea how easily a simple inspirational message can lift a person up when in need of comforting aspirations. The holiday season is here also so live it up safely. The month of November feels like a good month for me already and everyday Im living up to my new life motto: Keep it real, keep it fabulous - Dont be glum, just be glamorous.
Posted on: Sun, 09 Nov 2014 10:21:45 +0000
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