After two years of completely devoting myself to a specific other I think it is safe to say that has come to an end. After being committed to what Id and even you as a reader would consider a tough situation for any man to take on. Seeing someone in pain is one of my weaknesses that I am attracted too.. I feel it is my duty to make all the suffering go away and thats what it was in this situation, eventually I grew feelings as anyone else would and had unforgettable moments.. And also a few discoveries I wish I hadnt saw. Any sign of infidelity is a red flag and I chose to look past it.. Foolish mistake Ive made but its also hit me recently more than when I first discovered it. Trust is a key factor in any relationship.. And it hurts to be betrayed especially if youre doing your part as far as staying loyal. My case Ive even went to the extreme to make my partner feel at comfort 100% of the time. Even though I chose to move forward with my life Ill never let it effect my outlook and how I treat or respect women.. I can only thank my mother for raising me right and being one of the few men that give their all to their woman. But I will not be looking for any relationship any time soon.. I look for friendship and to just be there for anyone who needs me. All break ups hurt but I finally decided to do things that will make me happy and effect my life rather than those around me. Im looking forward to my young life, I will be 20 and just 20 days and I cant wait to experience that of which I wasnt too when I was in my partnership. I need someone to vent to and I chose facebook.. The place of 4000+ friends lol. Thank you if you read it all.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 03:12:34 +0000
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