Aisha socha na tha. I was just on one track of seeing you physically in my home. Doctor was right in one way that he will show himself only to you and for you. Well it is funny and exciting that Baba is waiting for me to open my Comp. or I can see or feel his presence when ever I want. Now the problem will be that Baba wants to have Comp. on almost whole of my waking hours. But I can not do that. I have my work to do and why waste power and money un necessary.Well he gets what he gave to me limited Darshan. I laugh for this change of situation. I had trouble in sleep previous night and working with 3 boys I was tired in afternoon. I had disturbed sleep but at least was sleeping. Chakali came at 2-10 and woke me up. I send her back as I was damn tired and wanted to sleep. But this is the trick of Baba that after Chakali woke me up I could not sleep again. So reading paper till 3-15. Then felt need for tea so had to go to kitchen. After tea opened Comp. and talking for some time and reading mails as I had skipped in morning. Then I kept Comp. on but was busy with my work in kitchen. Was tired so close Comp. and went to rest on Hinchka. I had to remove so much of wood and sweeping on sides of Parsar and that dust must have made me feel tired. Anyway has to prepare for shade work. I was telling Baba that let it be no work this monsoon but he is adamant. So let him get me carpenter than only it can be done.See what happens. I had a dream that I had gone to Bombay from Nvs. for a day for shopping. I was somewhere around Opera house area. Baba showing me Jain Dharmashala and temple on apposite road. I thought of crossing and going to Dharmasala for refreshing.I crossed road but did not go. Walking further I see a vichitra shopping Mall with shops very high and I am standing lower place so can not talk with shop man. I remember asking for big Chania Peticoat for Sudhaben at a shop but he can not hear me. In a jewelery side we 2 woman saw a beutifull neck-less and we both said we want to buy. I order first and ask for price. It was 1000 Ruppees. Necklace was given to me and I put in my neck thinking that since Baba is coming I will have to wear something. I keep in my purse and giving note of thousand Ruppes to so many persons but all saying not to me. I was fed up and said why should I bother let me walk away. In other section of mall I meet the organisor of Uttarakhand tour and talk with him. I do not know the time of return train so was thinking of ringing up Sudhaben to know time but forgetting with watching so many things. I was thinking of buying plastic plants for Babas visits but I did not like anything.While coming out of mall I was worried that I have not paid money for Har and suppose (Here Mozilla crashed and I thought I lost the blog.) they catch me in train. Actually I was thinking in my mind that in this dream I am thinking 2 times of return of Baba.
Posted on: Thu, 20 Mar 2014 03:43:10 +0000
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