An I believed every word he spewed in the begining............A few evenings later, when Firat hadn’t joined me for our normal chat, I had decided to turn in for an early night. We had already spoken earlier that day, and he had mentioned he may go to watch a football match, but asked me to wait for him as he would be back later. By now I thought the match would have been finished, so I had assumed he had returned to the clinic and decided to sleep. Just as I was about to turn off the computer he came online, and immediately sent me a little animated ‘kiss’ to get my attention. There was also a sweet little message, telling me how much he missed me. I melted when he did silly things like that. Like I said before, he had a kind of charm about him. Firat explained he had been watching the football match, but had felt guilty about leaving me waiting, as it was going to be a late finish. He had been at a café in the centre of town, and had left once he had realised the time. This man was beginning to sound more and more perfect. What man would have ever done that for me in England? “Sorry I’m late but came for you.” “Now you make me feel guilty.” “Why? For me my partner more important than everything.” “You didn’t have to leave before the end of the game.” “I need see you before I sleep.” “No man here would have left a football match half way through.” “I told you before, English are stupid.” I had hoped he was only referring to English men. That was it! I was hooked, especially as he had referred to me as his partner. I couldn’t wait to ring Zoe and tell her, as we always called each other when there had been any new developments in any of our relationships. Not that I usually had anything to tell, but I had always been there to listen to her go on about any new man she had on the scene. There was a bit more work to be done on his English, but I always understood what he was trying to tell me. He already considered me to be is partner, and we still hadn’t even seen each other face to face. I was convinced by now that he had to be the younger of the two men in the photographs, mainly because I had since seen even more photographs, so had never felt the need to confront him. Next evening when we were in the middle of a conversation about Firat’s work, he asked me if I would like to see the clinic. Getting carried away I accepted in an instant. We were actually going to see each other face to face, for the very first time. This man was at last starting to open up a bit more, so surely that must have been a good sign. I was even going to be allowed to see the place where he was working. Then it hit me! I didn’t have a webcam, so how the hell was I going to see either him or the clinic? He assured me it wouldn’t be a problem, as he could still use his camera to show me around. It just meant that I could see him, but he couldn’t see me. I had yet to get the hang of this online stuff, but at least I had an expert at hand. He seemed to know what he was doing, so I followed his instructions. He typed out instructions on how to open the video call, and once his face appeared on screen I nearly fell off my chair. I was happy there was no sound on that video, and I was even more grateful that he wasn’t able to see me. It wasn’t a fantastic video link, but I could see enough, and at last I could put a real face to the guy I had been exchanging messages with. Firat appeared to have an even kinder face than his photographs had portrayed, but it was his eyes that I was most attracted to. I can still picture him sitting there dressed in a red shirt, which really suited his skin colour. He was clean shaven, without a hair out of place. Even though we were not in the same room, I was drawn to those smiling eyes. I had always believed that eyes could tell you a lot about a person, and even looking at him on a webcam told me he was a kind, gentle man. I was well and truly sucked in, and would have given anything to be in the same room with him at that point.
Posted on: Sat, 10 Aug 2013 20:56:23 +0000
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