An open and sincere letter that will never be sent.... Terri, before I share my thoughts with you, I just want to make one thing clear. I DID love you for YOU. I was immature and stupid, and yes we both made our share of mistakes in the relationship. But never for a second was I not willing to work things out with you. The real you won me over. From your “don’t do its”, to that amazing giggle and laugh, to your cute little nose twitch. I loved your uniqueness, your artistic talent, you sparking me back into music...I loved how genuinely loving and empathetic you were with everyone. ESPECIALLY with your family. You heard the issues I’ve had with my family. But you have such a close bond with your daughters and grandchildren.. I’ve always loved you for that. You were the most beautiful woman in the world to me. I’d have sung that to you everyday, and never gotten sick of it. I would have given you the world... I was IN LOVE with the person you seemed to be... But what I’ve realized over the past few months is that I might have been wrong about who you really were. You stopped all communication with me. You stopped responding to text messages, phone calls, emails. Don’t you think I deserved to know what was going on??? Especially because you were stressed and depressed. You know I’m a sensitive guy and you knew I was concerned about your state, and did you think it was fair for me to constantly worry and think about you to the point I couldnt even focus on my own life? But what really pissed me off was when Pope started showing up everywhere. You hugging him in public with him looking at me over your shoulder. Bottom line is, whether we were in a relationship or not, friends just don’t do that to each other. How can I trust that as friends, the same thing won’t happen again in the future? Part of me wants to forget about our silly mistakes and hold you, comfort you, support you, be the ONE MAN who believes in you and pushes you to greatness. I want to be the one who wipes away your tears every time you cry... as I have done in the past, but I don’t think I can do it. I just don’t think I can now... We only have so much time in this world... only so many people we can let into our lives. If I’m going to have someone in my life who I call a friend and truly rely on, there’s a minimum level of respect I NEED from that person. And considering all that we’ve been through, the girl who I thought I knew... who I thought I loved... would have given me that. Goodbye and good luck, my love.... Steve Michaels
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 01:29:57 +0000
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