Ana Mia While being taunted. Haunted by the memories, I self mutilated and feel suicidal. Thoughts of suicide every day. Countless attempts have been made, And still the thoughts remained. While hating my life and feeling idle. I searched a remedy of my own power. When did it all start? Feeling confused and hurt, constantly insulting my looks. Every calorie I despised as anorexia consumed me. I was her enemy. Competition became a game, She assumed I wanted to compete. I struggled to eat. I couldnt take it anymore, crying myself to sleep. So I gave in and joined the round with ana and mia, I was sure to win the prize. Pound by pound I began to fade while smoke screens and mirrors were secretly placed. When I tired and had enough I found I could not leave alone. Id become prey to something else the only thing left to ask for outside help. A team of more doctors and freinds to battle with me the one I could not win.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Mar 2014 21:53:54 +0000
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