And I have concluded... that I am a born gentleman! I think its time I accepted who I am. I spent all these years of my life trying to fit into the typical male lifestyle... posing as a player, had one night stands, cheated on a few girlfriends(im not proud of it). All these I have done! and I did it for my boys... all to try to fit in and look cool in their opinions. but to be honest... all these things have never felt real to me. I have never in my life felt comfortable knowing that directly or indirectly, Id be hurting someone elses feelings. I just cant. throughout these years, growing and getting to know myself... I have come to terms with the fact that I am an emotional Man. I am more interested in meaningful relationships than all these casual encounters, and I am really passionate in all of my relationships with people. be it a friend or girlfriend and most importantly, family. I stopped trying. I stopped chasing. And I am settled. and there is no better peace than knowing who you are and accepting yourself as you. life is so much easier when you arent trying to impress anyone. And to all my niggers... and I mean my NIGGERS! I think its time yall heard this properly and understand me. LOL. Stop cursing at me everytime I leave a party early or anything like that. All these times I just choose not to approach random women on your prompt. This is not me! I would rather be at home texting or calling or being with my woman... or just doing anything worth my time. or even sleeping. This is the life I feel like I was born to live! A humble, relaxed, faithful life. #A_Lot_May_Criticise
Posted on: Sun, 02 Nov 2014 20:29:45 +0000
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