Another list of names ,dead bones ready for collective burial in Srebrenica .These collective burials are across many cities in Bosnia and Herzegovina. For some it is only , list , number , name , for others pile of bones ,for some among those bones are their loved one , Their ,sons, fathers , brothers, husbands, friends ,cousins..... For others was reminder of death and life ,respect of dead and life. Reminder of many things. Reminder or war, politics, religion , how strong killed weak ,reminder of shame , anger guilt ,love, many things ,feelings, Dead ask why did they killed us, Alive ask why did they die. I ask why did I survive. Religions ,politics, people, argue looking for reason why? Everybody finds reason to help them understand the truth , reason to benefits them. They come for different reasons ,to show respect , to gain something , spiritual, moral or political, Some come seeking answers to something ,some come because they like to follow others and their emotional or moral obligation. Some come look for life, others for love. If dead could talk and have choice to tell us why did they die and what would they like their reason of their death to be. If they could chose to tell us reason as alive tell us. But what about those that are alive, Was it guilt and shame bigger sometime than death it self . Why do we live. If we have choice dead or alive to chose why we are dying or living what would it be. If dead could vote and give political vote what would it be since everybody benefits from their death politically or religiously or financially why they who are dead cannot vote and tell us what would be good reason for their death. If they could chose to tell us how they feel since we all talk about them and how we feel . What about alive one who are confused and search for the truth . They say God knows all. But since everybody claim God to be theirs ,everybody looks for their own reason that benefits them , they talk for God the same way they talk about dead once. But what about alive on .What do dead and alive have in common ? I know if i have to die or live .If i can chose my reason for living why i cannot chose my reason for my death. But they did not die willingly . Why did you die? Just because I was alive. I died because of Life. Why did they kill you ? Does not matter any more why it matters what i want my reason to be now. If you had choice what that reason would be? It would be life again ,my life ,and one who created me which is God. But i do not need to worry about God and my life any more. It would be my children and family , My people, my country , It would be peace and love. It would be God who gives life to dead and alive one. It would be my children and family whom i love and whom i am obligated in this and another world .But God free my that obligation .God wants me to rest , It is alive that need my help now .according to priority . It is life that i died for , it is religion and politic that killed me or sacrfised me. So give Life what belongs to life and relgion and politics what is theirs. Give God what is Gods and politic and religion what belongs to them . Give your soul what belongs to soul , give heaven what belongs to heaven , give earth what belongs to earth. Do not worry they have already come for theirs. Give your family and children what is theirs ,why they are so confused and afraid to come and take what is theirs , your children and familly Why ? why they just come and take pain and sadness while everybody comes for some other reason. while world is honoring dead killed in Bosnia , on another hand world is putting so much pressure on those who survive war in Bosnia. The reason for their death was just because they were alive . that would be their reason they chose now ,The reason they family and children who were affected and suffered because of their death it is not just that they love and missed them .They still need them . Bosnia still need them .and World should not ignore those voices and needs of alive one, since God does not ignore voices of dead or alive one. But let heaven take care of dead one , earth should take care of alive one. So which one are you?
Posted on: Tue, 09 Jul 2013 22:41:55 +0000