Another long night. Update, Mom isnt breathing good tonight and I have had to wake her three times, each time is deeper than the last it seems. Although she looks good to some Let me assure you, COPD and CHF can be slow to allow someone peace. Its a few good days and a bad day,,,two good days, three bad,,,one good two bad, three good one bad,,,Thats the way it works ...One with the heart, one with the lungs. Very pasty tonight, colorless although she ate good. So YES she looks good and some days she is more spry then others, but I live with her night and day. To message me and allow that to even fly off your fingers is tiresome. Im not above Clicking family either.After losing dad a Year ago and now? This is the most HARDEST thing I have gone through alone and YES I have went through it alone up till now, I have Cynthia Flynn to help me and Im getting away for the weekend to P Burgh providing Mom is ok.So while your on your third trip,,,and your life is grand? think before you speak and put yourself in their shoes if your not to busy.Ask yourself This question..." Would I give up all that I have, move back home and take care of both parents.Yes there are some that do but Im asking would you??? I dont mention names BUT this is MY wall...MY outlet...MY chance to talk to Susan Winnie maybe about all that Im dealing with. She is dads sister...and maybe I can chat with Peg Schmidt and let go because IF I ever need a shoulder I KNOW where they are,, I KNOW they understand...and its hard because God help me but hearing her breathe that way....makes me feel ok cause she is still with me,,washing her and cooking and cleaning and on and on is my day spent...and NO it isnt a sacrifice at all.....,,,but Lord? Silent prayers.....Please.
Posted on: Fri, 16 Aug 2013 02:36:56 +0000
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