Anyone Who knows whos church " stumbled upon" from 2009 and never left up until this very second as I type... .. wow ... For those of you who arent hearing me "preach" for the first time..... You all will appreciate 13:40- 13:53 of this video. Wow wow wow , right? I was deep in the Word and closer to God than ever when it looked to others that I had "it all" Everything I wanted was at my fingertips...Litterally less than 48 hours before my flight took off I had an Epiphany. Theres No Way I Can Get On That Plane. I had finally given God control of the wheel.... Let Me Be Brutally Honest: I didnt just hand God the keys. I had been putting up a heck of a fight while praying and trusting the Word at the same time.. That now seems insane. For So Long after I made the choice to Give it all away for God... The Journey Got harder and HARDER. All of a Sudden ..Like in the past 30 days... My whole life God has been doing the same thing with my Spiritual Abilities and instincts- as former Coaches in my life have done with my athletic ones.. First thought: My volleyball coach @ FSU. He had us do 3 a day workouts for pre season.... He had us in such great shape.. We thought it was excessive and much more than we needed to win Volleyball games.. We were so beastly strong and fast ... The track coach started asking us to run meets and throw shot put..lol ...I See Gods Spiritual training style is being much like the traditional Dojo Style workout we used to do in WWE Camp with Bill DeMott.... We wld do 1,000 Squats , 1,000 push ups, and 1,000 sit up EVERY DAY- just for a warm up. LoL Hmmm ... It was no coincidence that I ended up with the one man in the buisness designated to scare off the weak hearted. Ive been training for the Spiritual Olympics... Thats why whats once seemed hard is now easy. Its instinct.. Its how a basketball player shlould be able to shoot a free thow with their eyes closed and make it every time . The strenght of God is on the inside of all of us. It looked like I had lost for a VERY long time in the NATURAL... I remember walking into the Sancturary at this church ( which was full of "Whos who" - and a WHOLE lotta eyecandy back then) And I would LITERALLY only keep my NATURAL EYES open long enough to get find my seat... I Was Seeking the Holy Spirit soooo hardcore I kept my eyes SHUT the whole service yall. This Woman is a PIVOTAL charachter in the story of how my gift was Awakened. Shes Not for everyone .. I had no idea that a simple glimpes at mailing Address in Tampa, FL flashing on the television would cause me to completely uproot my life and turn it all in to Pursue the Presence of God. By obeying the Voice of God- I was spared from Untimely Death that had been plotted against me. For those of you who have been invited to the private screening - Those of you who have been on the movie set of during the trials in my life; Look at what God has done. I had never heard Paula White preach a sermon in my life. I had heard her and TDJakes playing in the background growin up.. Growing up; there was not an option but to go to church on sunday... I hadnt been in a " church" with four walls and a roof in years when I first sat in this sanctuary. I opened up the BIBLE MYSELF, refused to let evil enter my eye gates or ear gates.... and watched Joel Osteen..Joyce Meyer, Creflo Dollar.. When I saw Paula for some reason I wld always turn the channel.... At this very moment as I write this post; I realize now excatly why she came into my life at the EXACT moment she did. WoW Lord. THANK YOU HOLY SPIRIT!! WOW. THANK YOU JESUS Norrisechooseto Follow Jesus Lyndsay Bogdan Chelsy Bishop Virginia Johnson Mechelle Bailey Diedra Cobb Chanel Belle Johnny Huett There are several more of you... ...
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