Anyone who knows what I went through this year alone, with Armeni, from February with threatened miscarriages by March 13th that there was nothing they could do that Mother Nature will take its course. Hearing those words broke my heart and Ill never forget how I walked right up from er to the chapel, called upon Gabriel for guidance, ran into my friends by icu after then saw Casey which also broke my heart yet gave me Closure I couldnt have thanked him enough for allowing me to get as he passed just days later... I was a wreck! I was told just a week later she was still alive and well! But how!?! with the ultrasounds and tests, being told she would need surgery to correct her by April/May I was such a wreck I was going to adopt her out and decided I cant adopt out a baby who is broken and helpless in this world!! Desire was definitely a rock through what meeka went through we talked and she helped lessen my fears! By May/june spike gave me that hope that shes my little fighter, so I was faced with giving this fighter a name which we all know I didnt even have picked out and was going back and forth. I told my mom I was pregnant may 11th... Had her name picked out indefinitely by what July? Des had to triple check lmao! I Was in and out for preterm labor from July Which was finally put on bedrest to stop it... But she never gave up and we all Know how Happy I was finally have her after having false Labor stalled labor and no amount of walking helped!! The Drs couldnt agree on a damn due date confusing me and making it feel like a three ring circus! But I cant complain! My water was broke in the hospital and she was born two minutes later! Christina had to throw my ass without shoes in her car telling me I shouldnt have waited so long! Lmao! After all was said and done her ultrasound came back Completely normal and she was a healthy strong baby girl!!! We were released the next day no joke! Sure Im going it alone still but these will be the best years of my life!!! Shes my little fighter and my lifes inspiration just how precious life is and how great God really is and divine intervention is real!! How can we go through so many ultrasounds to finally after all prayers sweat had tears to finally have a healthy baby from birth!!! Heidi went with me To all but one!!! I am blessed to have such great friends and family in my life . This made me Cry reminding me of just how rough this year has been! Thank god for divine intervention!
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 23:35:40 +0000
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