Apparently several people have unfriended me because if my posts (mainly over my native posts, in general, not the awakening posts about fighting corruption etc). It has been voiced that they liked me more before. To those new to my page, let me tell you about before . Before, I had people on my list. Maybe one or two actually cared about me. I didnt post much, except the occasional joke or game app. Occasionally it was about something going wrong in my life. Off Facebook I had those same couple people who cared. I was depressed. Working myself to death. I was bitter. But on Facebook I could mask, pretend I was okay. My jokes and music posts got a lot of likes and comments. When I posted about my PTSD, suicidal thoughts, depression, grandmothers death, two people commented. Those same two who were here in real life. Thats it. Then, I woke up. I grew a back bone and started actually expressing my thoughts. I stopped caring about what others thought about me and more about my own feelings. I learned to love myself. I started fighting for what I believed in. The most amazing thing happened after that. Those people who never actually cared about me were pruned out of my life like weeds, and I began to flourish. I have more people in my life who truly care about me than I did before, Im learning to adjust to that. Its still shocking, and makes me giddy when they demonstrate my value to them. These people dont care what I can do for them. They care about me first, my presence in their lives. My abilities are secondary and bonus. So to those who removed themselves, thank you. My past experiences make me more thankful for who and what I have now.
Posted on: Mon, 01 Sep 2014 03:27:22 +0000
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