As I lay here not able to sleep thinking about why God allowed me to go through so much traumatic incidents and why they still haunt me today..something came across me... I realized I should thank the ones who made me accomplish so much today, not puttin names no need to, but to that one person who told me at age 12 when I asked if theyd help me save for college, no because I would never amount to anything and I was to poor and dumb to get a college degree. Thank you because in 2012 I graduated with my bachelors degree, to the person who when I was 9 told me when I grew up Id be a whore like my mother..I was 9 I didnt know what that meant at the time but I made it a goal not to be so I could rub it in your face later but at age 25 I can still count the ones I slept with on my fingers! And thank you to the ones that bullied me in school called me ugly, poor, my goal in life was either to own you, be your boss, or even better have you look up to me... Its funny cause quite a few of you message me on a daily asking me to be your friend and how you look up to me.. Thank you for making me stronger and better today. I thought God was punishing me but I guess he thought id needed more of a drive to be better in life. Im just glad he allowed me to survive it all.
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 10:36:45 +0000
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