As I sit alone this morning in the quietness, Im having the opportunity to reflect back over the past 2-3 weeks. Im fortunate for the fact that Ive had 2 weeks vacation off; vacation hours that I earned through the result of working for them. Im fortunate that I did get to spend some well deserved time with my boys too. I would really like to say this has been the best vacation ever but I honestly cant. I think its really sad that the people who claim to love me so much managed to drag me down emotionally during my time off; even sadder, the fact that when I was drug down, my boys were drug down too. I think what some have failed to realize is that the boys arent little anymore and they do know the difference in right and wrong. They know the drama that unfolded. They witnessed firsthand just how mean, two faced, relentless and greedy some people can be. They witnessed their Mother take an emotional beat down during her vacation and theirs as well. With tears in their eyes last night, they hugged me and said, Mama, Ive enjoyed my time with you and I love you so much. It was at that moment that I realized, that certain individuals had beat me down, but you did not defeat me! I believe in Karma aka, GOD! And trust me, He does not like ugly! The bible clearly defines Karma in Romans 13:17-19, God said Repay no one evil for evil. Have regard for good things in the sight of all men. If it is possible, as much as depends on you, live peaceably with all men. Beloved, do not avenge yourselves, but rather give place to wrath; for it is written, Vengeance is Mine, I WILL repay, says the LORD. God also gives His children strength and wisdom when were weak and weary and ready to give up. He tells us its ok to be hurt and to grieve. He also instructs us to forgive. As our Father, He is our protector and instructor too. God doesnt want His children hurt in any form or fashion thats why He tells us to forgive those that hurt us, find peace from within and stay away from a deceitful, wicked, evildoer. In other words, drop the chains that bind you and shut the door in the face of adversary. With all this being said, I plan to shut doors very soon starting with Facebook. If you find yourself standing behind a closed door, chances are you have my phone number or my kids phone number, therefore you can call us to actually SAY, I love you and I care about you. I cant speak for others, but Id much rather HEAR those words than READ those words. Its time that those of you who claim to love us so much get back in touch with reality and stop learning about mine and my kids lives through Facebook. My household has officially named 2015, Out With the Old; In With the New!
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 16:33:47 +0000
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