As a child I struggled to identify most of my misplaced anger and rage Dealing with the whole of emotional consequences based on the way I was raised Appealing for affection and affirmation, adjusting performance to get attention and gain Some sort of acceptance but found I was always rejected and pushed away Deep scars, feelings of not belonging cause tall emotional walls And any attempt to recover from the loss of my confidence was incredibly small The residual effects of abandonment had me observing my character flaws And viewing them all as insufficiently capable of relating or growing with God I believed these lies to be true for me, my experience was the proof for me. Up til the point where I could sense Christs relentless love and complete pursuit of me. And spoke to me offering me hope and life through His Word showing me His beauty. Changing my perception and giving me perspective of the way that God truly viewed me A man who was prized and pardoned, and chosen before the worlds foundation, His own possession, His royal priesthood, Im part of His holy nation Im His friend, Im valued, Im completely cared for, enough for Christ to purchase. According to God, Im an adopted Child with intimate access created with purpose.
Posted on: Sun, 06 Apr 2014 22:27:01 +0000
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