As a mother I fail daily.... breaks my heart when I can not be all my children need... kills me when I feel their pain... Motherhood begins the day they are conceived and does not end until the day that the mother leaves this world behind... if then... my mother left this world 10 years ago but yet I still feel her love and hear her words daily... Hard choices... A mother must make them daily.... No easy outs... the ones who take them... I just dont understand... I didnt feel the mothers love instantly... the day my first born arrived I cried because they handed me an infant and I felt nothing... took time for that feeling to arrive... I feel guilty 30 years later because I didnt feel like a mother... me... a person that when you look up motherhood I promise there is a picture of me... I fail daily... I hurt daily for my children... still I march on... Nothing I am more proud of than my children.... Nothing I wouldnt do for any of them.... Love Love Love my babies....
Posted on: Mon, 11 Aug 2014 19:17:00 +0000
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