As a teacher, as a mother, i am sure my expectations for students and children are huge, considering my love for them and the happiness i wish them all. Nevertheless, I have experienced deep pain lately. One of my students for years decided she had to go to Mysore. I was very happy for her in the beginning. As the date of the trip came closer and closer and other students decided to join the adventure, a lot of unhealed stuff started coming out in her. Envy, jealousy and more of the six poisons started surfacing- finally. Since i felt responsible for her in her practice- she studied 7 years in my shala, i told her with honesty she should practice more before going to India. She left the shala, very angry and decided to to anyway. With our without my blessing, as she declared. My pledge goes to my friends all over the world in this time of pain. She is in Mysore right now and practicing with Sharath. The only way she could have gotten in the Main Shala was lying and saying she is still my student. How to rectify this mess? How to make things clear so the Parampara is not stepped over like this? I go to my mat everyday and cry with the pain of knowing someone lied to my teacher in his face and he hasn´t noticed. Is this Yoga about separate will? Is it not about devotion and gratitude? Please help me here because i feel lost and very, very sad. I deeply appreciate your help. Namaste.
Posted on: Fri, 14 Mar 2014 12:51:30 +0000
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