As i sit here in my back yard under the shade of the trees....watching traffic go by...I find myself wandering If this is all that life is going to be here on out. What do I really need ? What do I want ? I find myself 47 yrs old...alone and not being able to get a grip on reality. I feel like Im just going thru the motions. Happiness seems to elude me. Satisfaction seems to hide away from me. I cant distinguish what is real and what is bullshit. Why do I have this feeling that Im doomed the rest of my natural life to damnation and gloom. I seriously may need a doctor....lol. Just my feelings right now
Posted on: Wed, 04 Jun 2014 21:57:41 +0000