As six months passes, I sit and reflect on what kind of life my little boy led and how he left this world. Night mares are coming back to me again. Discovering him. Trying to bring him back to me, to us. Paramedics working in him. I try to focus on the happier times. I try to remember the good. As hard as it is sometimes. Blake and my dear friend Issy posted this video today. Im going to share it with you. Its Blake beat boxing like the hippopotamus in the Kit Kat add. He loved that advertisement, almost as much as he loved Kit Kats. Blake and Issy had a bond that I cannot even begin it define. They were connected in a way no one but the two of them will ever understand or comprehend. He was soothed by her. At night he would hug a small heart she had given him and wish for her to feel his love, which she always did. Sometimes he would be so upset, I need Issy Mum, I just need Issy he needed to hear her voice, so Id ring her up and he would talk for as long as it took for him to calm down. She was his friend and comfort, and always will be. Xx Love you Isabella, thank you for coming into our lives, and thank you for loving Blake so fiercely.
Posted on: Tue, 02 Dec 2014 04:54:42 +0000
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