As you all are aware I have been quite the tripper these days! i had not dared to go anywhere without my babies...not even the chance that Tony and me would go too far away...you know how hard it is to leave your babies with someone else...well i am traveling abroad and finding that its ok to go without my babies since theyve been being cared for by the bestest of the best...my family...my mom and my sister in law ..i am so fortunate...in light of all the hell i have seen...i still breath and feel love from my life...i thank god for this...but most of all...i thank Tony Sr.....he has shown me that life still goes on...he still teaches me everyday...he is still with us all...he is in your heart and your soul and the joy of living in your life...i know now how to appreciate that more than i ever did before and that i can assure u ...i just dont think i would feel so blessed...i had to find out somehow how to make a good thing out of the worst tragedy...his death...how could i make it right? you cant...but you can find happiness inside of your heart to share with the many who look into your eyes each day..and breath and laugh together...give your best...give your all..and if youve got a special someone to love....love them with all your heart...time is not gauranteed...do what you can......at first i used to feel like i was going to die or one of my loved ones would be taken again....and after some time had settled...i started to feel that it was ok to leave...it was ok to go out...and spread my wings again...To LIVE...My trip I consider as the path of the eagle...hence my trip out west and all the indian symbolism which was so perfect to me..all i ever wanted to see...the terrain i saw was in one word Magnificent and the places i was taken to....i felt so special and in speaking with an american indian he told me about the teepee i stayed in...which was the bear...the bear is a western native american teaching on the medicine wheel...and it is about going inside and like the bear goes inside and hibernates for a long winter break...it is kind of that symbolism to me that i had been hibernating....and it is the Strength that the bear gives to us he told me....i wish you all the strength and courage to fly to your eagles nest and see the world as it is in an angels eyes...Thankyou to All of you for your helping me in my passage...i feel alive and im so grateful for the flight that i received.Thankyou Cheryl for taking care of my nest and my babies...i couldnt have reached here with out you.and thankyou Greg for showing me your part of gods country....it was more than i ever dreamed it could be....you are the ultimate tour guide!more importantly you treated me with the utmost highest respect....you are more than a tour guide and i want all my friends and family to know how great you are to me.The places you brought me to and the stories you shared with me...like a dream come true.I am Happy and so grateful to you for giving me your time.
Posted on: Sat, 16 Aug 2014 19:04:49 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015