At this exact moment last year, I was having killer contractions. They were 1 min apart and I was 2 cm dilated. I was in so much pain I couldnt breath. I thought for sure Id have babies before the night would end. I would. 23 hours and 30 min later. I was terrified and excited at the same time. I was telling the nurses and my doctor I never wanted to experience that kind of pain again. EVER! Once they were out It was done. The funny thing is, looking back when I was telling, more like screaming saying it hurts. Make it stop. Get them out at the nurses, I think to myself, I would do it all over again. Every ounce of pain I went through was totally worth it. I now feel pain knowing my little 3 pound, 2 month early babies arent babies anymore. Tomorrow they will be a year. Its been a rough first year but I cant tell you how proud I am of the accomplishments my sweet babies have made! I love you all to the moon and back Hailey, Lily, and Grayson! Thank you for letting me be your mommy!
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 22:44:39 +0000