August 5th 2014 God help me today! Its been 9 months and dear God it hurts just as much! Help me God to keep my heart and my eyes on Your purpose for all of this! Because I just know its got to be greater than anything I can comprehend right now! Malayas picture in the purple shows her at 9 months of age...at just the beginning of her pain and suffering! Oh sweet baby, I would go back and do it again for you! What I would do to reach in that picture and hold you and love on you in that hospital rocking chair like so so many times before! The collage of the kids loving on her happens to be the picture made on August the 5th of last year in Texas! We had no idea...not even a thought or wonder....that we only had exactly 3 more months until we lost her! Were so sorry baby that you had to suffer to try and show us so much!! You are Gods Brave Little Soul who came to unlock the love in so many hearts and to teach us above all things ...to love and to pray! Pray pray pray! Just keep praying! You tried so hard to show us this! Help us Malaya to keep loving and keep praying! I need you so desperately!! I love you Lord...no matter what...I love you and I am thankful that through my pain that seems unbearable sometimes ...that I have hope! Thank you God that I have hope in a heaven where Malaya waits for us all! Thank you Jesus for sparing us and giving Your life for us!! Please keep praying for our home! Please!
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 17:34:10 +0000
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