BY: Sarah Azad Imagine: Zayn and I were at the same class. We werent friends but we would talk sometimes about different things. As days passed I begun to have feelings for him. He was almost perfect, he was quiet and really nice. I caught him several times glancing at me and Id smile myself and my stomach will do butterflies. And at some points I begun to think that maybe he likes me back. We would look at each other or sit next to each other whithout saying anything but his presence made me happy. One day, I entered the class and I found him talking and laughing with a girl. I said hi quietly and got out. I stood alone infront of the class until one of my classmates came. Why are you here? she asked. Id rather stay here I smiled at her. She smiled back. She entered the class then she came out. Oh, Zayn and Lea are there. You know he likes her right? she said innocently. Really? I asked trying to sound unintrested. I felt really bad then and I was about to brust in tears. How was I that stupid? How could I think that he may like me? I felt like shit. The next class I couldnt even listen to the teacher. I was blaming myself for having high expectations, for overrating myself. The bell rang and I left the class without talking to anyone. In the next two days I was avoiding Zayn. I would not look at him or walk by him. The third day, as soon as I got to school Zayn appeared in my way. Goodmorning! he greeted with a wide smile. Morning I replied coldly and continued to walk away. y/n wait! Whats wrong? he asked concerned. I shook my head trying to hold back my tears. Nothing. I said. I dont believe you. You seem mad at me, what did I do? he said. I didnt answer him. I just kept walking. Zayn followed me asking me the same question and I didnt know what to tell him. I felt embarrased and stupid. He grabbed me my the hand making me turn arround to face him. For Gods sake y/n why dont you want to talk to me? he shouted. Why do you care anyway. I said and a tear fell on my cheek. I wipped it still looking at Zayn. I care. he said quietly. I care about your feelings and I dont want you to treat me like this. I care about you. I love you. he finished. I was shocked. Dont tell me this to make me feel better. I said as more tears fell off. No, I told you that because thats how I really feel. he added. I looked at him for a moment and I couldnt help the smile. Thank you. I said. Zayn looked dissapointed and hurt. Thats it? he questioned confused. I didnt get what he meant at first but then I smiled again. I hesitated a bit before speaking again. I .. I love you too. I said. We stood there silent for few minutes and then Zayn spoke again. So why were you mad at me? he asked.
Posted on: Wed, 27 Nov 2013 16:24:11 +0000
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