Beautiful song as I listened to the lyrics it sank down. I was thinking that all our lives weve been giving our hearts to guys/men that truly dont know what to do with such privilege. I say privilege because our hearts are sacred, gentle, an ocean of deep secrets where only we know what we feel. No human man can understand a womans heart in all its wonders and mysteries. Yesterday evening me and my sister spoke at the table we sat about our first loves to my daughter and a friend of hers. As young ladies once we gave our hearts away thinking we would be loved in return. In reality it wasnt love we felt it was an emotion that feeling of a Cinderella story. In reality these guys had no idea we even felt this way because at a young age guys brains are not programmed to think this way. Ironically 18 years later I have this amazing jewel God gave me...my oldest daughter. Going back to our conversation yesterday we advised these girls the importance of waiting. I recall my father many times advice me as best as he could. He said mija todo tiene su tiempo, esperece easier said than done right? Yet had I taken his advice years ago before I began to make big mistakes not little BIG! Decisions that would impact my life in such a way that took me in the biggest most violently roller coaster ride of my life. I use the word violently because the things I went through hit me like a ton of bricks. At my young and inexperienced age I took a role of a young mother and girlfriend. Not wife because remember young men are not designed to take on such responsibility much less make us their wives. I recall the first years of my life with child unreal!!. At only sixteen playing mommy and make belief wife putting on those mommy shoes that didnt fit. I remember growing up around age 7 I would go through my mommys closet and play with her shoes. That was fun times but not when I forcefully had to years down the road. Going back a few years I recall myself getting off this roller coaster just for an instant. That was when I was trying to seek God then quickly I was back on. We create an endless cycle that over the years starts to take a toll. We become involved in many relationships that are dead ends. Until eventually we sink in so deep that some relationships we cannot get out of. My case...at the age of 20 such a youthful and new beginning to most young ladies. By this age I was uneducated, common law married which the system calls it cause your really not, and about to have my third child. Although I dont call my children mistakes they did come too soon because at this age I was still growing physically and emotionally. To think three years earlier I was still dressing and playing with my barbies. Remember every decision made whether good or bad has an outcome. We make bad decisions we pay for the consequences simple as that. Theres no redos or I changed my mind. It all leads to one important factor, we as young women always want to be Loved! If your looking for companionship or attention. The only One that can truly cherish your heart, the One that will never hurt you or forsake you. The One that loves you unconditionally even with all your flaws because remember worldly men will not hold their tounge to offend us. One that comforts our souls in times of sadness, or grief. Most if not all wordly men tend not to be compassionate. One who gave His life for you and I..once again No wordly man will ever lay his life for you. The One that has promised to be with us always.. Jesus!!! A worldly man runs from his home when things get complicated because their cowards in all the sense of the word. I say this to you.... Let Jesus be your first love! Let Him take over your heart. Sometimes this Is not easy because the desire is not there. This is a stage when we hardened our hearts or dont truly understand what this means for younger generations. It all comes to this...ask yourself today? Is my heart being cherished? #reflextion#moment# This was a small reflection, something to meditate in. Tomorrow Ill have another stay tuned. God bless my sisters/family in Christ! :)
Posted on: Wed, 17 Dec 2014 21:22:38 +0000
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