Being broken up with 3years we have known each other and I was to dum to see it there where sighs every where and we we did date for the first Time all that matters was that I loved him and now it hurts worse then ever looking at him makes ne tear up inside im the old cold blooded me but god did this because it was ment to happen I look at him as a distraction that is hard to let go of and now that I have to let gob I dont know what I am to do it hurts i dont remember if I promised Or swore to him but I want me back I dont know wwhat what I want who I am I feel dead banished to the depths of hell screaming trying to get out by its not working you can slit my tounge and I will bleed bless me and forgive ne I have send dear buyer my heart is for sail u buy it u get all then pain to on and no refunds and I feel like my lungs are filled with glass I need my family my mother my brothers my aunts I want love from people I can trust with my love and all rip my heart out of chest and end the pain I have been strong for to long it hurts if some one does not take it out I Will it hurts and u call all thoughts from my mind my demons and im the falling angel I told u all about im the one that was dround by her demons and now im calling them to raise me up and disappear and thought of those who broke me get in lie to tear a piece by piece im done dead no more I never swore but now I swear to let go no matter how long it take cross my heart hope to die it hurts but focus on how u can get stronger by dancing foucus close your eyes go to sleep and leave them shut till I say they can open ur not ready yet go lie down for awhile and wait till I call God Family Dance My demons My angels Thy may wake and join me now Good bye world im going to shut my eye count my age and wake up when I turn 18 Im not ready Im not ready For love I need to heal Because ....... All wounds heal over time
Posted on: Sun, 02 Feb 2014 18:34:34 +0000
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