Being transparent here, I have never worried about things so much in my life. Sure, I may be doing great, accomplishing goals and doing things I have always set out to do. So what? What does that matter? At the end of the day, this life is temporary. I cant take my accomplishments to the grave. If Im not doing things to glorify God, the only constant in this life, Im wasting my time .The path Im on right now, I want to use the blessings I have recently been given to share the Gospel. But in the process, I am CONSUMED in doing these things myself, not giving my problems to God. Im so caught up in the future, worried about the future, WHEN THE PRESENT IS JUST FINE. God has blessed me beyond belief. Every unanswered prayer has gotten me here and I should be thankful every minute of every day. God has gotten me this far, why should I be overwhelmed? Im balancing a lot of different things, and oftentimes feel like it is too much. But the beauty, God will take my anxieties and stress if I just trust in His plan, a plan that has given me everything I could ever imagine, that WILL continue to give me everything I need...and better yet a plan that glorifies his kingdom. If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans. Love you all, let me know if anyone needs anything.
Posted on: Tue, 15 Oct 2013 04:28:06 +0000