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Bleeding heart As you all know, I’m more a depressed person than a happy one! Time has put me in difficult situations, but I manage to get on my feet time and time again! Where most people see the green leaves on the trees, I see the twig without that green stuff! In life my heart has been broken many times, as I must have broken many hearts too! I’m not proud of my accomplishments. I’m not the best father, husband or son! I try, but not hard enough, I know I could do better! I’m sure I’m a horrible person to be with! I physical hurt the ones that love me! Not because I want to, but because who I am! I try to be honest, but how is that even possible when I don’t know the truth about myself! I’m hiding in agony! Love is strange, love is a parasite! My hearts is bleeding most of the time! Why? I cannot tell and even if I knew I would not tell! Perhaps you think I give away all my dirty secrets! Hell no! Something’s are even hidden for me! I have a history, so I will never tell where I have left the body of… O just in time I almost did! Well to be honest, there is a reason I dressed in black! That’s the way I feel, that’s the way I can handle things! Some of you may find pity for me, please don’t! There is no reason! I choose to be this way! It’s just me! Perhaps I’m sad, because I understand lots of pain, sorrow and all other shitty stuff in this world! I’m breathing it, it’s my motor! I believe that I need darkness surrounding me! Some people are not made for happiness ! Sure I have feelings, too many actually! I don’t like them very much, it brings me in trouble, especially with myself! No, I don’t want to live with a bleeding heart, but what can I do? I’m human, but not by choice, but it’s a fact! I’m thankful to my parents of being here in this life! I really did not want to missed it. I’m breathing air and planning to do so for a long, long time! I make mistakes, plenty and I hope you all forgive me for that! I do my best and all I can pray for is that you care and wish me the best! Really that’s all I need! Your forgiveness! That would cure my bleeding heart, not everything but just a little. I wish you all the best! This is all I wanted to say! Nothing more! I did not forget the face of my father! Say thank you sai! LONG DAYS AND PLEASANT NIGHTS!

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