Bored out of my mind, one would think nows the time to go back to bed after getting only 2.5 hours of sleep. Tried it, I just lay there with eyes closed bored with my brain running through every life decision Ive ever made( or am about to make) weighing out the pros and cons of each decision, wondering how its going to all turn out. I know its not going to go as planned, as nothing in life ever does. But whats really bugging me is not knowing which part is going to not go as planned. It seems a lot of good things have come my way the last couple of months ( which doesnt ever happen to me) so now Im waiting to see what is going to go wrong.... The worst part is that Im afraid to lose what life has handed me on what seems to be a silver platter.... and yet the only thing I can think about is dropping that platter. How can I stop worrying about messing up the 2 best things to happen to me this year? I know Ill be fine and get through it okay but until I do I cant get this chip off my shoulder about all the what ifs!
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 12:33:47 +0000
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