CRUSH CONFESSION #4: (I actually didnt have 40 like yet but SOMEONE insisted they wanted to read it) This crush was rather short termed since it occured in between my first breakup with Crush 3, but nonetheless he counts. This crush was none other than Misfire. After my breakup, he had stopped by on my page and we hit it off as friends. For some time, I had heard about him, and how mean he could be, so I was a little afriad to talk to him but we fit well. I didnt have a crush on him instantly, but it formed after awhile when I realized he was the first guy to make me smile after my breakup. He even reminded me a bit of crush 3. We talked a lot as friends, and flirted here and there. I was still unsure about flirting, since I was still trying to get over 3, so I kept it light. It didnt help Misfire is a big butt and flirted with a ton of girls in general, so I didnt see anything further between us at the time. He also had a real thing for this other chick, which really deterred me from liking him. I got jealous at times, because hed flirt with me or some other girls and then go back to his devotion to the main girl he liked, but I got over my jealousy to help him with his current crush. His devotion to love is a very endearing trait. It really makes me admire him. Though hes never had much luck in love himself, I could really understand him. The constant flirting was to make up for his lost first love, and the girl he had a crush on at the time was already taken. He had a rough way to go. I was already still having emtional trouble with crush 3, so I couldnt keep my crush for Misfire. I still had feelings for my last lover, and I wasnt going to use anyone as a rebound. In the end, I got back with crush 3, and Misfire had his own adventures with another girl, and though it didnt end out the best, I still have hope for the guy. We may have not ever formed anything romantically, but hes still one of the best buddies I couldve ever met.
Posted on: Sun, 01 Jun 2014 02:07:56 +0000