Chapter 175 Graduation night We were having a braai to celebrate me finally getting my degree. It was Me,Kathy,Siyanda,Bukho,Esihle,Bukho,Lobsie,Thato and Cwenga. CwengaWell mrs Skhosana MeThank you We sat and ate. EsihleNow wr are all educated LobsieEntle was slowing us down for a minute there We all laughed. ThatoThank God,baby number 3 is just on time mama will have a job My phone rang and it was Nomtha, I stood up and went outside. MeHello NomthaMy graduate I laughed. NomthaMamela Entle,I have a late wedding gift for you and a graduation gift MeHahaha but you didnt have too NomthaEven a learnership at Transnet MeI said you didnt have? I meant thank you We laughed inbetween. NomthaTheyre expecting you at 11am for a brief interview but you already in MeHow? NomthaI know someone in HR who owed me a favour and plus you deserve the job I was still shocked. NomthaDont be late ke after the call I went back to everyone. I didnt tell them what up or anything,the night went on smoothly everyone went home. Lobsie and I went to bed. MeI have a job interview tomorrow LobsieIm happy for you Entle I went to chill in Ntombis nursery as usual. I woke up the next morning,took a bath and got dressed in blue jeans,a white blouse and black blazer plus simple black heel. Lobsieswap the jeans for a black chino ankle grazer,that way you look good yet not too serious I changed my jeans and wore the pants as Lobsie said,he was right everything worked well that way. Meam out Lobsiebye Lonwabo not having his memory was kinda hurtful sometimes but I was slowly getting used to it. I drove to the interview then something crawled in my mind and I pulled over. MeGod I cant be in that house,it hurts and me working near will mean I have to always hurt over Lobsie just by looking at him. for how long? dont I deserve much better than that? I turned my car and drove for something like three/four hours. I stopped and I looked at where I was, I got out of the car and took all the things I will need. ReceptionistWelcome to Petrol SA,how can I help you MeId like to interview for a learnership she asked me to sit down and then called me back. ReceptionistFill in these forms and then well get back to you I did as instructed. I drove back to Cape Town, I got home at around 7. LobsieYou have a child that needs your breast MeI pumped for her Lobsieone bottle Entle,arg I know you dont want to be around me but do it for your child MeLonwabo he turned around I am sorry LobsieDont apologise to me,save it for your daughter. See you in bed This is why I want to work far away from him because the Lonwabo I know would have asked me about my interview regardless of being mad at me. Present day Lobsie went out of the room to speak to Seth. I put back my clothes back in the closet, I decided to wear my pjs im the meantime. I heard the door close, I turned around it was Lobsie. He went straight to bed, I switched off the lights and got in the blankets. We both kept quiet,silence took over he kept on tosing and turning. MeI am sorry he didnt say a word, I started being sleepy after a while. LobsieYoure not sorry Entle,you are scared that I will throw you out again and take the kids away from you but I know you, youre my wife after all I didnt say anything. LobsieYou know whats the craziest part about all of this, I want to fix things with you! I still love you regardless of you cheating on me. Does that make me crazy? I reached for his hand. LobsieDont touch me please! I dont wanna go to jail, I could beat you up right now. Entle what about our baby? did you forget that youre pregnant? Meno Lobsieqha? make me understand,will I always compete with Lulama and Khaya? Youre my wife yet other men eat for free, I parade you wit pride and wena you throw that in my face. I get we not perfect but I thought we were good,atleast enough for me not to cheat on you MeNgubani tiger he didnt answer, I just heard him breathing heavy. He got out of bed and switched on the light. LobsieRemember Zipho? the one I was with after our divorce I nodded. Lobsie When you were at St Anthonys I saw her at tiger tiger,her friend told me Zipho is diabetic and its time I stepped up and took care of my child because Zipho is really sick I sat up straight. LobsieSo I took number ka Zipho from her friend,because the whole night she didnt want to talk to me. Then we spoke on whatsapp,that day I came with the kids to visit you. She told me her friend was lying,she doesnt have a child so I blocked her on whatsapp because we not friends. Then Xmas she called me but I hung up on her and blocked her number MeYou didnt sleep with her? He looked at me. LobsieSince Ive married you,youre the only girl Ive seen naked and I dont regret that. Your insecurities are blinding you and theyre ruining us MeIt just happened LobsieYou wanted it,you wanted to hurt me just in case I was sleeping with anyone. I want you out of my house tomorrow Entle. Youll come back after youre done growing up, I stole your freedom take it back ke baby and well be here waiting for you to be ready to be a wife and a mother He switched off the lights again. He was sleeping and I was thinking about everything. Maybe I am really selfish and I am the reason for my depression. My phone rang it was Lulama, I ignored him and he called again. Lobsietell him he can have you he turned around again. :/
Posted on: Sun, 26 Oct 2014 08:01:17 +0000
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