Chapter 5: THRUST Family is something that all of us want to have. Families bring to us a lot of joy, happiness, beautiful moments but they also bring to us a lot of worries. In one word it is hard with and without them. Persons without families are like flowers without root. They have nothing to come back, they have nothing to worry about. Are they lucky or not, are they free or not… From the moment she got into the jail Zumrut was thinking about Kerem. She was a bad mother! How could she not to see what is going on with him? And those friends?! Why she took so much time to check them?! She thought that her head is going to explode! She heard Haluks voice so she went fast to her room. If she sees him now she doesn`t know what is he capable to do! After some wile she went to Kerems room. He was sleeping. She was looking at him and she remembered what he was like when was a little. She touched her head and tears just start to fall… Why Kerem? Why? She left his room and she went to Yesims. Ah Yesim… She has smile even when she sleeps. My little princess. I need to meet that boy, I just need. I can`t let anyone to hurt you. She kissed her and got back to her room. She couldn`t sleep. She was thinking about so many things – Kerem, Yesim, Necip, her life… She just thought how she would like to talk again with Necip. She wanted to hear his voice again. And phone rings… While he was driving home, Necip couldn`t stop thinking about Zumruts tears. He can`t see her again like that. He was angry at Kerem, Haluk, at himself because he took her at that park. He opened the door and she was there. She was mad from anger. Ikbal: “Where were you? Do you know how worry I was? Why didn`t you answer my calls?” He wanted to be good to her, she didn`t do anything bad but like something got into him when she started with her questions. Necip: “Stop acting like I am a child! I don`t need you permission for anything!” Ikbal: “Necip…” Necip: “I am tired. I got to bed.” Ikbal was standing there and she couldn`t believe. What is going on with him? That woman. It must be her. She decided to follow him tomorrow to be sure. If he is seeing with that woman he will realize what he is capable to do… yes, Necip, you will see… Necip was walking in his room and thinking just about his moonlight. Somehow he knows that she can`t sleep. He knows that he couldn`t if he was in her place. He will call her. Zumrut: “Necip?” Necip: “I hope I didn`t wake you up.” Zumrut: “No, I am awake. I can`t sleep.” Necip: “Try not to worry until we find out something tomorrow. I already called my men to check everything. Don`t worry.” While she was listening to his voice she was looking at flower he gave her that afternoon. She took of one petal and put it in her music box. Now he officially became part of her life. Necip: “Did you think about what we were talking? About company?” Zumrut: “I am not sure Necip… even if I want I don`t have money. My only money is my jewelry. I just can`t think about that now. I think only about Kerem…” Necip: “Fine. I`ll think instead of you. I`ll organize everything. And for the money don`t worry. I will borrow you for start.” Zumrut: “Necip…” Necip: “I said borrow. Don`t worry you will return that to me when you start working. You already said that you want to open studio for your daughter. Now you will just find little more bigger space and work with her.” Zumrut smiled: “You have solution for everything…” Necip: “No, I don`t. I just try to fix what I can…” She remembered his son and she knows that he is thinking about him right now. Zumrut: “You will feel free if you tell the truth. Maybe your son won`t understand you and Ikbal will hate you but you will feel free…” Necip: “I love when you guess my thoughts.” Zumrut smiled: “I know, you told me that on the balcony…” For a moment they both were silent. They were just hearing breaths of each other. Necip: “It is late. You should take a rest.” Zumrut: “Yes, you too. Good night.” Necip: “Good night.” Both of them felt better after the talk. Zumrut was so calm because she feels that everything will be fine because Necip is there for her. She still couldn`t believe that she met him day before. She felt like she knows him whole her life. Yesterday? God I am crazy. He knows everything about me and I know him just one day! On the other hand, Necip was calm because he can do something for her and to be close to her. They both fall a sleep thinking about each other. That morning everyone was in a bad mood except one person –Yesim. She was thinking about Kader all the time. Zumrut was looking at Kerem and it seamed to her that he has headache. Haluk wasn`t saying anything. He was probably mad at her. She didn`t care. Should she tell him about Kerem? He is his son, he has right to know. No, she will wait to see what Necip found out. Then she will talk to Haluk. Her phone rings. Necip. Her hands become so cold. Everyone are looking at her because she don`t answer. Zumrut: “Excuse me.”, she left to her room : “Yes Necip?” Necip: ”My men just called me. I don`t want to talk over the phone. Can we meet?” Zumrut: “Of course. At the same place?” Necip: “Yes. See you then.” Zumrut: “Bye.” Necip didn`t know that someone was listening to everything – Ikbal. He went from house and she went just after him. She decided to follow him whole day to be sure what is going on. Necip was watching her while she was walking to him and he couldn`t move smile from his face. She was so beautiful. She was perfect. She smiled at him when she approached. She was so nervous. She couldn`t stop crushing her hands. Necip was look at her in that condition so he decided not to tell her just everything. he took her hand and started. He told her that Kerem just started be friend with those boys. They met at some party. He told her that one of them is known by selling some pills to the students. Hen she heard that she started shaking. Necip was more than sure that he can`t tell her that Kerem owe money to that man. He will pay kermes debts not telling her. Necip: “Do not worry. The most important is that he is using just some stupid pills. You will talk to him and everything will be ok.” She was looking at him and her eyes started to fill with tears again. She bound her head because she didn`t wanted him to see her crying again. He wanted to die watching her like that. He touched her hair and moved it from her face. Necip: “Please don`t cry… I`ll do anything!” he got up from bench and pick up one more white rose for her. Zumrut smiled: “If you start picking those flowers every time I cry administration of the park will sue you.” They both started laughing. Necip: “Never mind I will plant another one.” Zumrut: “Why white? There are other colors. Why this one?” Necip: “Because this is your color…” They was looking to the eyes of each other and they will hypnotized again. Necipe rise his hand to her face and he wiped away one tear which was flowing on her face. When he touched her face she closed her eyes just for a moment. Wind blow and rose drop from her lap. He picked it up and he told her that he needs to show her something. For that time Ikbal was watching them. She was so furious! No, Necip! Iwon`t let you through all those years away. You will be mine for the rest of your life! She decoded to go to Haluk. She will tell him everything and he will help her to prevent these terrible meetings. Necip took her to see some offices. He told her that his company built this a month ago. He already spoke with the owner and he will rent it to her. He saw that she still wasn`t sure about that. Necip: “ Look. You are probably scared but Yesim knows everything. She can help you with everything. You just tell her and she will prepare this space for your work if you don`t have time. I told you not to worry for the money. And you will return it to me very soon, trust me. You have your name! Everyone will want to work with you. From the moment you start you will have a lot of clients. For a month or two we will have to find another, bigger space. Just trust me.” Zumrut was looking at him how he was excited. He was so sure in what he was saying. To thrust him? He doesn`t know that he already thrust him more that anyone in her life! He thrust someone for the firs time in her life! Zumrut: “Fine. I`ll do it.” Necip was so happy: “And one day we can become partners! I will built and you will decorate.” They were both laughing. Zumrut: “Why you are helping me? Why you are doing all this?” Necip was looking at her eyes: “I think you know why…” Zumrut just bashed: “How can I thank you?” Necip smiled: “Well you still owe me a dance from the first time we met.” Zumrut was leaving those offices: “I thought that was the second time…” She smiled at him over her shoulder. Necip couldn`t believe! She saw him that day! She saw him! God! She remembers him from that rainy day! Now he didn`t know what to do, how to act. Oh, he was so ashamed now… He run for her because she probably got to the car by now. And Ikbal was about to do what she wanted. She came to Haluks office and she was waiting for him. She told him everything she saw, bur somehow Haluk wasn`t listening to her. He was in his thoughts about work because they were about to bankrupt. When he couldn`t listen to her any more he just said Haluk: “Do nor worry madam. My wife is not capable to love anyone. Thrust me she has heart from an ice. She will probably hurt him and he will come back to you very soon. Just thrust me, you will see.” Ikbal couldn`t believe how Halik can be so cold. She is his wife for god sake! But if he doesn`t worry, if he is so sure then I will thrust him. She was driving home and she was thinking how Necip was about to suffer because of that woman. She was so happy because she don`t have nothing to worry about. But she didn`t know that she was thrusting a wrong person… On the other hand, thrust between two persons was the bound of their relation. Two souls were about to become one. Two lives were about to get together until the off the time…
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