Chapter 64......... A Mother Can See When Her Daughter Is Dating A Married Man. I was so bad at lying, after all it was my mom that ask me questions that only she can see if I am lying. I couldnt lie even if I wanted to, she could see it in my eyes if I was lying. Here it was, I was so upset with my mom for wearing a mask with people when it came to the truth, now here it is I am trying to wear one.. I was starting to feel uncomfortable around my own mother for asking me a question that I did not want to answer. The reason I felt like it was none of her business was because, she is going to do like every mom does when it comes to their child (TELL ME THE TRUTH ABOUT WHAT I AM NOT READY TO SEE WITH MY SITUATION.) My mom never could understand why I never wanted to tell her my business or be truthful to her about my life. All my life I listened to my mom talk about other people and their problems, and it made me wonder what she would say about me when I was not around. I was fighting to stay away from friends and family members like this because it was a distraction to me. I knew I wasnt perfect but I did know in my heart that I had changed for the better, after all I was the child always never scared to take a chance with life. After my mom ask me the question WAS RAYMOND MARRIED I decided if I was trying to change for the better, I am going to have to start by being honest with my self then with others. E.P. Yes mom he is married but separated from his wife, just like I was seprated from my ex-husband. And I know what you are thinking. Please do not try and tell me what I already know, I am grown and I dont need to hear any lectures. O.K. I said it HE IS MARRIED WITH CHILDREN AND HE IS SEPRATED I was so scared to hear her response, because I already knew she was going to give me the truth. I am not going to lie, one side of me wanted to hear the truth because I felt Raymond was up to no good anyway.. MOM I am not going to lecture you-but I do have 1 more question. How long has he been with his wife? OOOH Lord, I was saying to myself; when was this vacation going to be over. At the moment I wished that I could just fast forward what was going on between me and my mom. I just wanted to be my own women and learn things on my own. I was always hard headed, and had to learn things the hard way-but that is what made me a stronger women. EVERYONE HAS THEIR OWN WAY OF LEARNING THINGS E.P. They have been married for 15 years. Why do you want to know so much MA? The one thing I knew my mom had experience in; was married men. She is about to break my future down to me. She already is going to tell me what is going to happen in my future if I decide to stay with Raymond.
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 04:05:39 +0000