Chapter 7 His hands felt so warm on my face, they fitted my face so perfectly.He was a bit taller, ok he was like maybe half the size of a ruler taller than me. He leaned over and lowered himself...umlomo wakhe ubuphuma okungathi intuthu because it was so cold. I could smell the mint from his breath, imint yesmoothies esimhlophe, my favorite. Well prepared I see, his lips met mine lightly, Me: No Sya! Ngamuphusha esifubeni so hard he stumbled a bit and held on to the pole of the street light. He then held up his hands in an apologetic manner..like how people in movies surrender to police. No, I wasnt going to let him treat me njengentombazame eshibhile, akakwazi ukuvele angibambe nje, angiqabule without saying anything to me. Ngifuna angishele nje, kucace after this ukuthi siyathandana or not,angfuni kufana nalamantombazane ahambe eqabula abantu angathandani nawo, Cha! Me: ungibizele kukhuluma nami or ungibizele kuzongi... Sya: Zanele..akunjengoba ucabanga. Me: awazi ngicabangani so... Hayibo angazi lentukuthelo engaka ibiqhamukaphi, ngizikhuze. Yes bengifuna ukumuqabula nami kodwa umama wami ungifundise ukuzihlonipha,angfuni naye uSya angibone ngucheap, ukuthi ngiphumile ngeza kuye at this time of the night doesnt mean ngiyiseqa mgwaqo. Hehehe kanti ke phela, okunye okungivimbayo ukuthi angikaze ngiqabule muntu empilweni yami. Benginovalo lokushaya udaka... Sya: Im sorry Zah, akukona loko okucabangayo ngempela, ngyakuthanda ngi..ngi..I got carried away, for so long Id wanted to kiss you, to hold u! My God! He looked so shaken, did I scare him..ebekhuluma ehefuzela ,he lowered his whole body wahlala phansi on the pavement. It was just a little passage, not busy at all so bekuthulekile nje, just me and him. He could no longer look at me in the face, he was looking down,that made me realised I might have pushed him too hard. Id scared him bakithi. Ok let me explain ukuth kwenzakaleni, just as we were about to kiss, me about to respond to his kiss that is. The debate between the Witch and the Angel took place. weeh sikhebereshe, usucwijise umlomo uziphonsa emfaneni nje niyini ninaye? bekungathi I can see her,egibele emshanelweni wakhe, undiza just above my head, enginyiphele like I am the most disgusting thing she has ever seen. hhowu kahle ke magogo, this is young love and this is how its done on tv, wake wamubona u Shaun eshela u Belle? Or uPhillip eshela uChloe?...kuvele kuqatshulwane nje sekuyathandanwa, kushadwe kube njeyaya! a small bodied cute blonde with white fluffy wings sitting on a throne looking kind of chair. okokuqala nje izitori oDays labo, secondly you are not white...stop dreaming and smell the coffee... Uzoku user, real men dont want cheap women, kwakona nje loku akwenzayo kuchaza ukuthi akakuhloniphi...ihhe yeka kudala,ngisho isoka lisacela if lifuna ukuqabula....cheap cheap cheap...Zacheapnele Dlamini. Akangihloniphi? Iyona lento engivusele ulaka kakhulu, Im a good girl,why engithatha kancane.Angibange ngisalinde uNgelosi aphendule, ingakho nje ngivele ngaphushela umuntu leh kude. Im a reasonable person, but angazi these days kwenzakaleni,kubuye naloku okwenzeka ebhasini nginoZinhle. Zanele, hayibo sisi...if ungekho comfortable just move away from him, you are getting to heated up,I can feel myself pumping more blood than usual,calm down, my heart my angel...kodwa sekulate...its already done. Ngiyazisola futhi. But wait, did he just say uyangithanda? Sya: bengizimisele ngokuthi ngikutshele ngemizwa yami ngawe,imizwa esengibe nayo for a long time but ngingazi how to approach u, to bring it up. Ubesephakamise ikhanda ebheke phambili,engangibuki nakanye. Yoh ngimthusile shem. Ngihlale phansi nami eduze kwakhe, not so close that I make him think he can try his luck again,but not so far that he thinks hope is gone. Just enough space between us. Me: yah..ngithukile nami ngyaxolisa to push you so hard. Nami ngibheke phambili njengaye. Me: sengimoshile, angazi what to say, I got carried away mfethu please understand bengingaqondile. All I wanted to tell u ukuthi I like u alot and ngiyafisa ukuthi mina nawe sithandane. Duh Sya: oh ngaze ngaflobba, hehehe!Zah, ngicela sikhohlwe iloku okwenzeke today, Id hate it if we started feeling awkward towards each other. Me: apology accepted, I need to go. Ngusukume.. Sya: please wait. Me: its ok Sya, ngikuzwile. Sengizwa nginamahloni nje for overreacting,angazi what to say. Nawe usu uncomfortable, can we..just forget this whole thing..It was a mistake kwakona kuphuma kwami. Good night. He didnt move, he looked up at me. I looked back at him,I turned around and I ran back home,ran fast. bengingesenandaba nokuthi umama might hear my foot steps.too many emotions were taking over my body, too many to count, too many too identify..I was a ball of all sorts of emotions. Loss,Love,anger,hate,remorse,guilt,joy,laughter..u name it... I shut the door of my room, ngaziphonsa phezu kombhede and I cried...for what? Angazi...but it seemed the right thing to do at that time...
Posted on: Mon, 03 Nov 2014 19:40:30 +0000
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