Completely lost in this world around me where no one cares about me. Where no one has feelings or thinks anything of me. People just think im the dirt under their feet and that its okay to walk over me and think that treating me bad will make you a better/cooler more popular person then me. But the truth is it isnt and that someday i hope you can understand where im coming from and what it feels like to be a complete outsider and be ignored and not have anyone to even turn to, or to talk to when you need it the most. Over the years going through school i honestly thought i had friends who actually cared for me, ones who i thought would remain close to me and be the friends i looked at them as being. But like everything... Things tend to change and feelings go cold. If you all knew what i would give right now to actually have a close friend to talk to and mean something to you would never understand why. Im tired of living a life buried in a dark hole where i dont see anyone and never counted in on anything, no mater what it is. Most of you wont even take the time to read this and i know that for a fact. Im not the one to seek attention but its only so much you can take till you need to let it out. I feel like just running away. It would do so many a favour !.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Sep 2014 01:39:27 +0000
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