Confession #26663 [ #Myra ] f17 bbsr m totally f****d up!! i wish i had a father figure.i wish i had ONE male influence in my life, just one...after my parents divorced when i was 15, my father literally just left me completely alone,didn’t call didn’t write and thought that my mother had brainwashed me into hating him so he just didn’t try. he never abused us in any way, and was a good playful father up until the divorce. and then he just quit.i badly miss him!i’ve never had a boyfriend. i’ve never had a male best friend. i have ZERO male influence in my life..why are they all so f****ng stupid? why can’t i have a male in my life, just one, just ONCE. i wish i had a better father.. #Myra : m srry to say diss bt ua mom and her attitudes about men has messed that up for you. Men are not all stupid!!You should know not to point fingers,, you have no one to blame for your current mood but yourself. I know how satisfying it is to say your problems are caused by others and ‘woe is me’ but in the end only you can fix that. You don’t NEED a father or male figure, maybe in some cases it helps but it is not necessary for you to grow into a beautiful person. If anything, I think you should look at this as some sort of life lesson. What has all of this taught you and how can you grow/progress from this? Don’t dread on what happened in your past, it only matters who you are today. So be strong! Be you! Be the best you that you can be everyday, because again, only you can decide your mood. Best of luck to you. :)
Posted on: Tue, 30 Sep 2014 06:20:00 +0000