Confession: To THAT Girl of AR 2011: You are the noisiest girl I’ve ever met and you annoy me a lot. But then, there came a time when I would look forward to you pestering me around with your endless chattering and signature gestures. I have to admit, somewhere along your chaotic declarations, my witty comebacks, and senseless arguments, I started liking you, maybe even fall. I never acknowledge this knowing that amidst this crazy façade of yours, you’re head over heels in love with HIM. This GUY who you always talk about when we’re alone, whose moments with you would still make you breathless even if it was a long time ago, and whose name would bring your lips to the brightest of smile. I never understood your worship on HIM when HE clearly just see you as a friend, a girl who has a huge crush on HIM, who is always just around that HE can go to anytime HE wants and not because HE cared about her too. I told you a thousand times that what you were doing was worthless. That you need to stop because whatever you have for HIM, HE does not have the same thing for you. I felt proud that you almost gave up on HIM when we had that conversation of you just ending this chase. But this didn’t last long when HE decided to try having a relationship with you. This didn’t bother me knowing that you can handle yourself well enough and that this would make you happy. I was happy because you were happy. It even came to the point that some people will mistake the two of you as couples. This was okay with me because you started becoming less of the noisy distracting girl. But then again, some things are not meant to last. I started missing our loud moments, and just as when I was staring to be fine with the quiet, your heart break into a thousand pieces when HE decided to end it with you without even bothering to explain. I was one of the few people you run to, asking where you went wrong and why is everything sudden. You told me everything that had happened between you two and I did not find a single reason enough to back-up what HE did. Now every time we’re hanging out with our common friends, you seemed to be the same noisy girl that we’ve all gotten used to. But when you thought no one was looking, I would see you smiling sadly to yourself, or sometimes, you have this distant look in your eyes, as if you can still put into detail whatever right or wrong that had happen between you and HIM. You even started faking your smiles. And I hated that. And I hate him. I was so used to seeing you have fun and be noisy all the time that it urges me to punch that GUY in the face. But I couldn’t. Because you still love HIM. And I know you’ll kill me if I were to hurt HIM. I wouldn’t say that my feelings for you are beyond the lines of friendship just yet, but I know you meant a lot to me. And I know I will find a way to see you smile for real again. Regardless of how annoying you are, I know that your heart still deserves a right love. Just please move on and help yourself too, because I will need your cooperation on this. You can’t find the right thing if you keep on looking back. It’s time to walk forward now. Don’t worry; I’ve got your back. RockNRollTuesday, 201* n/a
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 19:25:03 +0000
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