Confession: the biggest misconception about me is that I need people. I know I come off needy and I am always complaining about how no one cares but the truth is I feel like. My accusations are right because the ones I called friends, family, etc. Once showed me love and I felt it and because they took time out of their life to call, text or what have u meant the world to me because they didnt have to do it. I know time is valuable and u dont give it to just anybody so to know sit here and have to pry people to talk, text, or show genuine concern about me makes me feel the way I do, and then when I speak on it I am told I am being petty or they busy or whatever else they could pull out to try and shut me up..people really try and make me feel bad for asking why things change... but really I know I dont need friends, family. Well I need them but I am perfectly capable of living my life without them, but what they fail to realize is that I WANT THEM IN MY LIFE but I am smart enough to know that I cant force no one to do nothing, so at the end of the day when I stop begging, pleading, apologizing for things I didnt do just to keep u in my life and I just sit still and I notice that u wont text, call, or nothing, u showing me that u dont want to be in my life and that really sucks for u cause u had a ryder on ur team that would do whatever for u, u had loyal person on ur team that over looked ur downfall , ur mistake, ur attitude even if it was towards me I over looked ur imperfections didnt hold them over u head and still had ur back through thick and thin u knew I was there for u, and u never had to question if I was really ur friend or not cause I showed u.......... but I know time heals all wounds. No matter if it was a 25 year relationship, 15 year relationship or 2 month relationship eventually I will be able to let it go and take if for what it was..time, loyality, and love invested into the wrong people,, there are quite a few I have known for over an decade that we no longer talk for whatever reason no explanation they just decided I wasnt worth there time anymore and I am not sure why and yes I feel some type of way but I will be okay with cause I dont have no other choice right but goodnight
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 07:26:12 +0000
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