Daddy passed away this afternoon peacefully. Im not exactly sure what time. It all seems like a blur to me. I thought they were gonna have to force me away from him, but he isnt suffering anymore. He put up one hell of a fight! Heaven gained a beautiful angel today. I know hes up there with Nanny and all the other loved ones. Rest peacefully now, daddy. Youre home. No more medicines. No more machines. No more doctors. Youll always be the king of my world. I wish you were here to see me off to school. I had a dream the other night that you were off the vent and sitting up in bed, smiling that beautiful smile of yours. You werent on the vent anymore and you didnt have all those IV machines. I guess the dialysis was too much or they waited too long. Im sorry I yelled at you the night you went to the ER and Im sorry I never visited you in there, but you know I hate driving at night. I wish I woulda sucked it up and gone anyway. I wish I could hear your voice one last time and see your beautiful eyes and smiles again. I wish we could still do our goodnight hugs and our secret handshake. I miss you so much, daddy, but I know youre in a better place. I know youll be there in spirit to see me graduate, but it wont be the same. I love you, daddy so very, very, very, very much. Life wont be the same, but were survivors and were gonna make it cause thats what youd want us to do. I wish you would have been able to teach me how to shoot a gun and how to fish. I always wanted you to teach me. I dont know what Im gonna do or how Im gonna get thru, but I will. I have the support of our beautiful family and friends whove become family. Youre an amazing man, daddy. Tell Nanny hey and we love her. Give a big hug to grandad and grandpa for us. Youll forever be in my heart. Youre my guardian angel now. Rest now, daddy, Youre home. Youve gained your wings... Now spread your wings and fly.
Posted on: Mon, 12 Jan 2015 00:27:53 +0000
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