*Daddys Little Girl* Just do me a favor. Dont pretend you care? :/ Thats all she said and ran into her room. :( Hey! Its her depression talking. She is devastated Radhaa. Shes trying, she is a mess. She is our daughter Anurag. The first thing a mother should know is how to comfort her daughter, and Im failing at it. :( Radha, give her some time. I know seeing her devastated is hurting me too. I said cupping her cheeks. I dont want to lose her. :( Was all she said, and stopped. Mumma come to bed naah, I want to hear a lullaby. Our 4 year, old son said in a sleepy voice. Pulling him in her arms, she made way to our bedroom. ___________________ Can I come in?? I asked from the door. Daddy!She said in a hoarse voice, and gave me a small smile. My heart dropped just with the thought that she has been crying. :( How was your business trip??She said, and paused the match with the remote in her hand. It was good. And Im not leaving for next one month.I said, embracing her in a big bear hug. I missed you Daddy.She mumbled in my chest. Me too bachaa. And see I bought you something. I said and started placing boxes on the table. Woahhh! :D Ice cream. And that too all my favorite flavors. Yum! :)She tried to sound chirpy, but I could sense the sadness. ______________ *45 Minutes later* She was sitting next to me, curled in her blanket. Having bowl of ice cream in one hand, and a small teddy clutched in another hand. Seeing her smiling I got a flashback. *FLASHBACK* Daddy! Can I sleep with you. She asked, entering in my room, her small teddy clutched strongly in her arms. Whats wrong bachaa?? I asked as few tears escaped from her eyes. Cradling her in a hug, she said Daddy there is a monster sitting underneath my bed. I dont want to go back. And saying so, she clutched me tightly with her small hands around my neck. I feel safe here. You will protect me naah. :(She said, placing her forehead on my shoulder. Daddy will always protect you.. :) She must have found this reassuring because she was asleep again within minutes. Lately I sometimes wish I was a ball. She said as soon as adds started popping on the screen. That brought me out from the trance of flashback. Ball :o ? Whatever I would do would affect someone. If Im making one team happy, I will make equal no of people upset. There would be no way to please everyone. And I dont even have to think about it, as I wont be controlling myself. The others will have a say on where I end up. But dont you think you will feel helpless as you cant do anything, hopeless as you dont have a say in what comes next ? Daddy, maybe it will be better naah. I will no longer be a disappointment. I could just go along with a hope that everything that will happen will be for my best. Its true, I dont have a say where I end up in the end, but at the same time I cant even blame myself then, as all the actions would not be my own decision. Bacha but do you think it would really solve anything??I cradled her in my arms. I dont know Daddy. It hurts so bad when I wish to be strong and I cant anymore. The tears that I was so desperately trying to hold were falling down my cheeks. Daddy, Im sorry. I know I have nearly broken you both, with my inability to open up to my heart. :( Im sorry, Daddy. I never felt so broken, I felt weak and I couldn’t help it. My child was going through so much, and I cant do anything. I felt helpless. Dont blame yourself, Daddy. It was entirely my fault. I made those decisions and I had to take the consequences, which is pain and heartbreak. Just give me some time. Im going to be okay. With a sigh, I look into her hazel eyes that mirror my own. Thank you for hearing me out Daddy. :) She said and looks up at me gratefully. You are my little girl. I care for you bachaa :*I said, giving her peck on forehead. :) I know. I softly sang to her until her tiny eyes fluttered shut and a small smile made way on her lips. You are so precious and innocent. I promise I wont let anyone hurt you. I wont let anyone break your heart. Im Daddys little girl. She mumbled in her sleep. Yes bachaa! And you will always be, no matter how much you grow up. ^_^ - Anisha Mohata via : A Lil lyk Lov nd More lyk Chocolate
Posted on: Tue, 15 Jul 2014 08:00:38 +0000
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